Sean had been trained for fighting, and she was sober. Certainly, she could push Luke away, who was drunk then.
Yes, she could. Not only could she push him away, but also she could throw him out. But she didn't.
Just because Luke knew Sean was capable of kicking him away when he found her in his bed, he immediately realized what she was up to, so he felt sick of her.
Sean had worked with Luke for years. He always trusted her and treated her as a friend. But she had taken advantage of him when he was drunk. How could he not be angry with her?
Therefore, Luke thought it was not his fault if he didn't take responsibility for her.
Sydney sighed, "No matter whose fault it was, the baby is innocent. Do you really want to abort the baby?"
"Yes." Sean nodded, "I've decided. My pregnancy was unintended. Luke won't accept the baby or like it. If I insist on giving birth to the baby, my baby won't have a father. If he asks me one day who his daddy is, how do I answer him? So I've thought about it. Since I can't give him a family or give him a loving daddy, I shouldn't bring him into the world. I can't have a baby because of my selfishness."
Sydney wasn't surprised at what Sean had just said. She had thought the same thing.
When Sydney was pregnant, she didn't know it was Julien's baby. She thought it was a stranger's baby, so she wasn't going to have the baby due to the fear that it would be unfair to the baby.
"Since you've made up your mind, I won't interfere with your decision. But I was wondering if Luke knew you were pregnant." Sydney asked, "If Luke knows you're pregnant, you'd better talk to him before you have an abortion. But if Luke doesn't know about it, it’s your decision."
Sean shook her head, "Mr. Chase doesn't know about it. I didn't tell anyone I was pregnant. I'm not going to tell Mr. Chase. If Mr. Chase knew I was pregnant, he would hate me more. He'd probably think I did not take the pill on purpose to get pregnant."
"Uh..." The corner of Sydney's mouth twitched. She had nothing to say as she thought Sean had a point.
Luke was currently so disgusted with Sean that whatever Sean did he would think it was Sean’s ploy.
If Luke knew that Sean was pregnant, he would think that Sean had gotten pregnant on purpose to marry him.
"Even if Mr. Chase knew I was pregnant, he would have told me to abort the baby. Mr. Chase hates me. He won't let me have the baby, so getting an abortion is the best choice for me. Then we can put closure to what happened between us." Sean said.
She was holding a glass of milk in her hand. The milk was hot, but it could not warm her hands or her heart.
Sean felt that she was frozen to the core.
"Okay." Sydney nodded.
Sydney now understood that it was impossible between Luke and Sean.
After learning what had happened between Luke and Sean that night, she knew there was nothing she could do to bring the two together.
Luke believed that Sean was a cunning woman.
How could he possibly fall in love with Sean or be with her?
In that case, it was not fair to the baby if Sean brought it into the world.
Even if Sean gave birth to the baby, Luke would not marry her because of the baby.
He might take the baby away from her, and Sean wouldn't be able to stop him.
By then, Sean would be desperate.
'Why should I give myself such a hard time? Maybe getting an abortion is the best choice.'
"I'll go to the hospital with you when you go in for the abortion." Sydney gently patted the back of Sean's hand.
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