"No!”
Eileen said through clenched teeth, "Is that enough?"
"Why are you so upset?"
Luke caressed her soft cheeks.
"You're the only woman I've slept with. I can't accept other women. What about you? As a woman, you should keep away from any man who wants to sleep with you.
Otherwise, you'll be hurt. Of course, I'm the exception."
Eileen snorted. "Only those who are not human beings will be the exceptions!" "It doesn't matter. I feel sorry that I haven't
been good to you for eight years. Tell me, d o you really have no feelings for me anymore even if I kiss you like this?"
"Will you have feelings for someone who forcibly kisses you?" Eileen asked.
"Even if you're reluctant, it can ignite your desire."
Luke clamped a hand on her, pulled out something from his pocket, and put it in her pocket.
"You always ask me if I'm possessive of you, or domineering and selfish. I've thought about it carefully and I can answer you now.
"I'm not possessive of you or still deep in love with Zora.
"You think I still love her. I thought so too. Yet I've never thought about why I always remember the moment before she died.
"Why do I always dream of her being insulted rather than us being together happily? Now I understand...
"That can no longer be called love but deep guilt that has turned into torture for me.
"I've never mentioned these to anyone else but you. Even Merlin didn't know it. I said that not because I want you to forgive me right now.
"I just want to remove your prejudice and resentment against me. The man who wanted to kill you at that moment was not the real me but a demon!"
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