Can’t Win Me Back by Ginger Sue novel Chapter 1980

The look on Alyssa's face suddenly turned dark. "Justin, whether or not I can or want to conceive, these are all my personal matters. These are not for you to worry about."

"As Jasper's brother, I am one of the people who understand him. I know that he loves children. The way he cared for young Lauren when he was young already showed what a fatherly figure he was. Even if he doesn't say it, I'm certain he would love to start a family with you."

Alyssa felt suffocated as a sharp pain shot through her heart.

"I might have overstepped. But I am only wishing the both of you all the happiness in the world in everything I do."

Justin's tone was serious and warm. "If you accept the treatment willingly and become well, Jasper will be happy, and you will not have any regrets. Don't you think so? I will arrange everything after I get back. You may come over for the treatment any time."

Upon saying that, he turned around and headed outside.

"I will not go."

Without any hesitation, Alyssa spoke in a cold voice. "I get to be together with Jasper. I have no other regrets. Furthermore, not every woman in this world desires to be a mother. I'm one such example. Motherhood is not something I desire.

"I'm still a child at heart. I've also inherited KS Group. I have a whole bunch of shit to clean up every day. I don't have the time to bear a child. You don't have to worry about anything like this moving forward, Justin."

Justin smiled slightly as he wheeled himself away from the balcony.

After a short while, he slowed down. He squinted as he glanced toward the shadows behind him.

…

After Justin left, Alyssa stood alone on the balcony. She felt the cold breeze blowing against her. Yet, she couldn't feel the cold.

At this moment, her heart felt colder than the breeze.

If possible, she would want to have a child with the love of her life. There was no doubt about that.

If a different person had said those things to her, she might have considered trying it. However, of all people, Justin offered her his help.

The last time she had a brief interaction with Justin, Jasper was already freaking out so much. If she accepted his kind offer, Jasper would be dejected.

Alyssa crossed her arms. She looked at the bleak scenery a distance away from her and spaced out.

All of a sudden, she felt a warmth around her body. She turned her head around in surprise.

"Jasper?"

Jasper had put his coat around her and hugged her from the back.

He rested his chin on her shoulder and had their cheeks touch. In the sunset glow, they looked like a beautiful painting of a romantic scene.

"Lyse…" The hoarseness in Jasper's voice tugged at her heartstrings.

"What's up?" She put her hands on his hands, which were on her hips.

"I don't want to have children, Lyse… I do not."

Alyssa's eyes widened slightly. Her heart throbbed. "Just now… Were you…"

"Don't trust what he said. It's never bothered me whether you could get pregnant or not. It's been the same back then and now."