Chosen By The Dragon Kings novel Chapter 89

Silas POV

I tried to sleep, but without them the bed felt empty cold, I could feel the anger radiating off Dragus in waves making me uncomfortable. I had no doubt he would choose her, they both would. I always knew that but hearing them say that was something else entirely. Giving up on sleep I walk into the bathroom deciding to shower, but even the water was not enough to wash away the guilt I felt.

I broke her, broke us all because I flew to close. I never intended to hurt her, only grab her but she moved at the wrong second, pivoted in the air. I never intended to break her wing, only to stop her from leaving, I should have known better then to allow mine to get that close to hers, I would never intentionally hurt her like that, yet I did. I only meant to cage her when I spun, I never could have predicted she would choose that moment to try to duck under me. The moment I clipped her I knew I fucked up, by the energy that zapped me making my heart jolt, then she was falling, falling toward the trees, I panicked grabbing her only causing more damage.

Hopping out I retrieve some clothes, their scents were strong in here, from it being closed. My heart squeezing painfully with longing. Yet how could I face her after what I did, how could I face her and not hate her for killing him? Walking downstairs, I walk toward her room. I could hear they were awake now, hear the shower running when suddenly the door opens Matitus walking directly into me.

He doesn’t say anything just pulls the door closed behind him and shoving past me, heading upstairs to our room. I follow after him wanting to know if she was alright.

“Just go Silas, you have done enough” He says not stopping as he climbed the stairs ignoring my presence behind him.

“Is she alright?” I ask following after him.

“Don’t pretend to care Silas, I can feel how much you hate her”

“Just because I hate her doesn’t mean I don’t love her or still care for her” I tell him as he walks into the walk in.

“Yeah, but your hate always wins Silas” He says looking around for something. He grabs clothes for him and Dragus before rummaging through the drawers.

I reach up grabbing her fluffy cloak Marian made her, knowing that was what he was looking for, I hand it to him, and he snatches it off me before shoving past me and going back to her.

“Stop following me Silas you aren’t seeing her” He says walking down the corridor back to her.

Dragus walks out of the room, grabbing his clothes from Matitus as Matitus goes into her.

“Leave” He says pulling his shirt on just as I see Abigail walking towards us. She slips past Dragus and goes into the room and I hear her lock it.

“So Abigail has more right to see her than I do?” I ask pissed off that he let her walk in there to see her but was refusing to move for me to check on her.

“Abigail didn’t hurt her, you did” He says barging past me and walking toward the palace doors. He pops his head into the kitchen speaking to one of the chefs.

“I will send Peter down with breakfast soon” I hear one of them reply to Dragus. He nods before continuing toward the doors.

“Where are you going?” I ask following after him.

“To help organise funeral arrangements” He says making me stop.

“Stay with her I can organise some of the humans to do it Dragus” I tell him.

“No Elora asked me to do it she doesn’t want humans or the Fae going to retrieve your father” He says, slipping his boots on.

“My father?” I ask him.