When Renee committed these mistakes, she never realized she was ridiculous.
"Even me myself felt sick of my past. Let alone Luke." She thought.
Renee had kept smiling all the time. Although she smiled on the surface, her heart was immersed in pains.
Luke did not speak. Renee smiled dryly, "You're right. Even I hate myself. It’s reasonable that you think of me ugly..."
Before she finished her words, Luke held her in his arms, "I'm sorry."
Renee was confused. "Why did you say sorry to me?"
"I'm sorry that I didn't meet you earlier and let you suffer so much alone."
Renee was completely speechless. "I hurt people.
I am ugly, I am fake, I..."
Her lips were blocked by Luke's finger. "Don't say that. In this story, I saw a helpless spoiled child who her toys were grabbed away."
Renee widened her eyes to look at Luke. Such considerate words might be the most unforgettable words in her life. She thought that Luke would say something vicious to humiliate her.
However, he just gently embraced her. "We can't choose our parents. Your mother taught you that you shall not allow others to grab things from you, that’s why you attacked Tracey.
In your mind, she was the one who should not be existing in your family. You thought that she was wrong but you were right, and you targeted on her with children’s tricks.
This is a matter of education. Due to the wrong theories that your mother taught you, you became more and more willful without realizing it.
When you were driven out from your family and laughed by others, it's reasonable that you felt wronged and unfair.
As for you are turning to Bradley, you did it just for saving your mother, don't you?
I understand, but I didn't mean that you were correct. You did commit many mistakes. People should have a merciful heart, no matter how much you hate Tracey, you shouldn’t try to kill her.
You would never know how painful it is until you suffered the karma. So, we shouldn't do anything evil to others.
"You... don't blame me?" Renee's head was a mess. She didn't expect Luke to be so calm to hear her story.
"Why should I blame you? You haven't done such a thing to me. You are most guilty for Tracey. You should apologize to her when you meet her in the future."
Although Luke was shy usually, it didn't mean that he was stupid. He could clearly tell right from wrong, and vise versa.
"Well... what about I was raped, and I sold myself to Bradley. Don't you think I am disgusting?" When Renee asked this, her voice was shaking.
"I only hate that I didn’t know you at that time, and I didn't stop you from making mistakes further and further.
As you said, you have done so many wrong things, but you have suffered so much too. How can I blame you when I feel sorry for you?"
On that crazy night, Luke had known that Renee was not a virgin. But Renee didn’t care about it at that time because she never thought that she would have later chapters with this man, and she would never have to be responsible for this man.
Now she was seriously planning to be Luke's wife, however, many men had virginity obsession.
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