"Then, let's go back to my place," Mo Huiling said.
Gu Jingze looked at her and nodded.
The two of them drove off from the Gu household.
When they arrived at Mo Huiling's place, they got out of the car and Mo Huiling pulled Gu Jingze into her own room.
Mo Huiling pouted her lips and looked at Gu Jingze, "Jingze, I miss you so much. I want to be with you every day..."
Gu Jingze looked at her hesitantly, "But Huiling, I'm already married..."
Mo Huiling raised her head, "You're married but you love me, Jingze. Don't tell me you've fallen for her. Why else would you want to get so close to her? You two... How far have you two gone..."
Gu Jingze was not sure what that was either, but he did want to get close to Lin Che.
Every time he got close to her, it made him forget everything and he followed his impulsive desires.
It was a completely different feeling from being with Mo Huiling.
He wondered if it was because he touched her with nothing happening to him and that was why he felt safe.
However, there was an emotional connection with Mo Huiling, a mutual sense of familiarity. They were like soulmates.
Gu Jingze closed his eyes and felt as if he had let Mo Huiling down. He sighed and let go of Mo Huiling's hand, "Huiling, I feel like it would be best if we don't continue this anymore."
Mo Huiling was shocked.
Gu Jingze continued, "Sorry. However, I don't want to waste any more of your youth. I've already taken away so many years; I've taken enough. I can't marry you because I can't touch you. As long as I'm not cured, I won't be able to touch you at all. You'll suffer every day with me. Your family never approved of us so there was really no future for us. It's because I was too selfish that I was with you..."
Mo Huiling was shaken.
Her face suddenly turned pale as she looked at Gu Jingze in disbelief.
Her lips lost their color.
"You've been with me even up until my marriage; you're only wasting time, Huiling. Let's break up..."
Gu Jingze could not bear to look at Mo Huiling.
After all, it was a relationship that lasted for many years. Although he was cold and ruthless in his business, he was soft-hearted outside of it.
Gu Jingze stood up and was ready to leave.
Mo Huiling unexpectedly grabbed his arm, tugging at him and refusing to let him go.
"Jingze, don't leave me. Don't leave," she wailed.
Gu Jingze closed his eyes, "Let go, Huiling. Once you get into a new relationship, you'll forget all about us."
"No, how can I forget? All these years, you were my one and only. You have become my life, Jingze. I don't care if you're sick; I don't care if I can't connect with you physically. I just want you by my side. I don't care if you're already married. I'll wait for you. I'll wait for everyone in the Gu family and Mo family to die until there's no one who opposes our relationship. Really..."
"Huiling, what nonsense are you spouting?" Gu Jingze immediately halted her from cursing others.
Knowing that she was saying all those in a state of panic, he sighed and held onto Mo Huiling to calm her down.
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