Goodbye My Alpha (Taya and Griffon) novel Chapter 74

“Not get married?” Harper’s eyes widened. “I didn’t picture you for being an old cat lady.”
“I was just joking.” Taya giggled.
A giggle. That was good. Harper drew in a sigh of relief. She was probably just overreacting.
Taya had always been the well-behaved and sensible one. Ever since they were little, Taya was the cautious one in their duo. She would never act recklessly, so there was nothing for Harper to worry about.
After Harper and Taya chatted a bit more about the mating ceremony and the moonlight ritual, Damian came to pick Harper up. He had changed their flight to Malaysia to the evening, and Taya happened to be free, so she dropped them off at the airport.
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After telling Harper and Damian to have fun, I waved goodbye to them.
After getting home, I went to the bathroom to wash up.
My mind was a jumbled mess.
It was very strange. Being touched by Roman made me feel disgusted.
However, I didn’t feel disgusted when Greyson…did what he did.
It wasn’t fully pleasurable, and he was rough, but when it was happening my mind was filled with the image of Griffon.
Was it because I missed him so much that I mistook Greyson for him?
Was it because I wanted Griffon to want me like it seemed Greyson wanted me last night?
Shame washed over me. What right did I have to think about Griffon now? Someone else had touched me, taken me.
I was dead to an Alpha like Griffon now. Forever tainted.