Ivor relaxed his grip on Bonnie and stared at her affectionately. He said, “As far as I’m concerned, you’re a gift from heaven. You’ve given me so much happiness without doing much. All I have to do is look at you to fill my heart with gratification.
“That’s why I’m worried heaven might reclaim you someday. If that happens, I can’t see you anymore. I-I can’t lose you, Bonnie.”
Ivor’s eyes reddened, and his charming voice sounded uneasy. His fear of losing her was evident.
Bonnie felt his profound unease and hugged him back. She patted his shoulder and soothed him, “You’re the most fearsome businessman in the industry. Where’s your unwavering confidence and resolution? Does being with me unravel your confidence this much?”
She could sometimes feel Ivor’s lack of security whenever he was with her. However, Bonnie was not the best at being in a relationship, and she did not know what to do to make him feel better.
Ivor pressed his forehead against Bonnie’s, saying, “It’s because I love you too much. I’d shrink you and put you in my pocket if I could. That way, I can take you anywhere with me. Also, you’re such an incredible person that countless guys flirt with you wherever you go. I fear someone will steal you from me if I let down my guard for even a second.”
Bonnie was surprised that he was so vulnerable inside when he had always appeared strong before others.
‘Frankly speaking, I’m partly responsible for that. Ivor has taken the lead and prepared all these surprises, while I’ve only been on the receiving end. I never give him anything. Maybe that’s why he doesn’t feel safe, even though we’re together.’
With that in mind, Bonnie held his hands and said, “I understand that, but I hope you can have more self-confidence. I’ve always trusted in my taste. If I love something, it’s because it’s the best thing ever, including you.
“Would I have started having feelings for you if you weren’t incredible or tough enough? I wouldn’t have fallen for you if you didn’t love and adore me. Also, you think I’m unique and irreplaceable.
“You probably don’t know this, but the feeling’s mutual. You’re the one for me, and I won’t break up with you for another guy without a good reason. Stop feeling uneasy, Ivor. I’ll never leave you.”
Although Bonnie was not good at sweet-talking, she knew she had to muster her courage and tell Ivor how she felt. That was the only way she could ease his restlessness and worries.
Ivor felt so moved by her speech that he did not know how to respond. He simply held her tighter. His trembling hands were the only answer Bonnie needed. She chuckled when she noticed it.
Then, she rested her head on his shoulder and said, “Do you want to know something? No one has taken any time or effort to prepare something like this for me. So, I’m happy you’re willing to do all of this for me. Thank you, Ivor.”
“You’re so silly. We’re a couple, which means you don’t have to thank me. I belong to you, and I did all this because it’s my duty as your fiance. Also, I’m more than happy to prepare surprises for you.” Ivor stared at her, his eyes brimming with affection.
His words filled Bonnie’s heart with warmth. She said smilingly, “You’ve surprised me so many times. Since that’s the case, I’ve also prepared a surprise for you.”
Ivor’s eyes sparkled, thinking, ‘I didn’t know she prepared something for me.’
“D-Did you really prepare a surprise for me? How intriguing. I wonder what it could be.” He looked like he could barely contain his excitement.
Meanwhile, Bonnie pursed her lips and said, “Close your eyes.”
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