Coming out of Aria's room, Alaina looked at Arvis who was watching cartoons, and her heart ached a lot.
Arvis had never left her since he was born.
Last night, she left him. In a very long time in the future, she could not stay with him. So, how could she feel well?
However, she had no choice. In order to make Avon and Arvis live a more peaceful life, she had to leave temporarily. In the future... she could only think of a way slowly.
"Mom, why do you stand there?" Arvis looked at Alaina, jumped from the sofa, and ran over to hold her hand. "Mom, watch TV together with me. It is so funny."
Alaina forced a smile, "Arvis, I don't want to watch TV now."
Arvis paused. "Then what do you want to do? I can accompany you."
Hearing this, Alaina felt even more grieved. She blinked and tears almost came out her eyes. She turned her head in a hurry.
She took two deep breaths before she turned to Arvis. "Can I... talk to you for a while?"
"Alright."
Seeing that Alaina took Arvis to the next room, Aria shook her head and sighed. Alas! Why did the man have to force Alaina like this?
"Mom, don't you take me with you?" As soon as Arvis said this, tears rolled down his face.
He tightly grasped the hem of Alaina's clothes and was very scared. He was too young, but he was much more sensible than the children of the same age.
At this moment, he kept thinking if he had done something that made Alaina angry, so she refused to take him away with her.
When they were with his grandparents in their hometown, he once played at Harmon's house and watched a TV program. In the TV program, a child was abandoned by his parents. He kept crying, but his parents did not pick him up. He walked alone while crying. When he was hungry, he ate the food in the trash can, and he slept on the roadside...
Didn't his mother want him anymore?
He was so frightened! He was not afraid that he would have no food to eat and have no house to live in the future. He just... didn't want to leave his mother.
Looking at Arvis crying, Alaina melted into tears. She held Arvis and comforted him patiently. 'Arvis, I... have my own things to do.
I told you that I will come back to pick you up after a period. What do you think?"
"No!" Arvis refused her for the first time. "I want you! Mom, don't you want me anymore?" Alaina couldn't restrain herself and burst into tears. "I... don't mean to abandon you. I just have no choice now. If I can come back, I'll come to see you. I'll definitely come to pick you up in the future, okay?"
"Just now, I said to Granny Aria that you would live here in the future, and Granny Aria would take care of you. I will come back to see you when I have time, okay?"
If she could, how could she bear to leave him? If she could, how could she bear to leave alone?
She had to many reasons, so she couldn't take him with her. If she did that, she would be heartbroken. But what could she do?
"No!" Arvis kept shaking his little head. "I don't want Granny Aria. I only want you!"
He opened his mouth and cried. He was too anxious and scared, so he cried particularly sadly. His little body was trembling, and his face turned red. However, tears kept pouring down his face.
Alaina felt so painful in heart, as if someone was cutting her heart with a knife.
She held Arvis tightly. "Arvis, you're the most obedient. You have to understand me."
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