Alaina's eyes were wide open. She looked at Issac's face which was right in front of her and could feel his breath, and her mind suddenly went blank.
It took her a few seconds to react. Then she clenched her fists and pounded Isaac's back with all her strength.
"Oh..."
Her strength was so weak that Isaac could ignore it.
He did not close his eyes. He just stared at her and held her tightly to prevent her from breaking free.
He kissed her in a disorganized way. His only purpose was to shut her up. He didn't want her to say something that he didn't like to hear and could hurt his heart.
Die?
Did she want to die?
Ha...
How could she have this idea? How dared she think so?
If she died, what should he do?
He once thought she was dead, so he wanted to finish what he should do in three years and then leave this world.
He was not afraid of death. What he was afraid of was his life without her, and he was afraid that she would be lonely without his company.
But since she was not dead and she was back, he must let her stay with him and accompany him until he was old.
He wanted to spend the rest of his life with her. He had this idea after he saw him. He did not want her to disappear from his world again.
If she left him again, how could he be able to bear such a severe blow?
He really hated the word "die" to the extreme.
So he should shut her up. If he didn't hear this world, it would be good, right?
Therefore, he kissed her and didn't let her speak.
Alaina's numb legs got better after quite a while. But before she could recover, he kissed her...
She didn't want to, but how could she go against him? That day, when he kissed her in the hospital, he was really much gentler. At this time, he was domineering, overbearing and even a little rude.
At this moment, he had clearly lost his mind.
She knew very well that he was punishing her.
She could not get rid of him and she was not experienced in kissing. Being forced by him, she was getting more and more frightened and flustered. She almost couldn't breathe. Her head became dizzier and dizzier, and the air was getting thinner and thinner...
In a daze, she seemed to see that the things in the room were turning, and then she saw the motionless ceiling.
She seemed to be lying on the bed, and Isaac was above her. It seemed that he had never stayed away from her. Instead, he was getting closer and closer to her.
At such a close distance, she could feel that his breathing was hot.
She moved her eyes and could vaguely see some grey hairs on his head, as well as his black eyeballs.
The soft touch of the bed did not make her feel at ease. On the contrary, it made her more and more scared.
However, she did not know what she was afraid of.
She wanted to grab something, but she had no strength and couldn't grab anything.
Just like what she had said, she was really like a fish on his chopping board. She couldn't move, and he could do whatever he wanted.
She couldn't make a sound even if she wanted to shout. He kept kissing her. She gave up struggling, but she was still scared, so she cried.
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