Elizabeth closed her eyes and then shook her head, "Nothing."
She didn't want to think of that scene, nor did she want to mention it. Although she felt uncomfortable in heart, all she wanted was to calm down and too good care of her child.
"If you have something on your mind, just tell me and don't keep it in your heart, okay?" The doctor had just told him that Elizabeth was weak, and she had suffered a lot, so he had to care about her feelings and not let her be too excited.
"Well..." Elizabeth was still a little worried, "Did the doctor just say that I should have a good rest? Did he say anything else?"
"Of course." James nodded, "He said that you are too thin and you have lost too much blood. You need to nourish your body. You don't have to worry about these things. I will arrange everything well for you. I have no experience in taking care of a pregnant woman, but I will..."
As he said this, he patted Elizabeth's belly gently, "Baby, would you like to learn and grow up together with daddy?"
Elizabeth smiled, but her smile was a little melancholic.
Did James want her child to grow up together with Zena's child?
She didn't know if it was because she had been kidnapped, but her state of mind had changed.
When she knew that he was in the hotel with Zena and Zena was pregnant with his child, she felt sad, helpless and even desperate.
She wanted to leave, because she did not want to share his love with Zena, nor did she want her child and Zena's child to compete for fatherly love.
She thought that although she was not very smart, she had the ability to earn her own living. It should not be difficult for her to raise the child alone.
But after all those things, it seemed that she had changed, and she no longer had such an idea.
Even if James was wrong, Zena's child was innocent. She had no right to decide the life and death of that child. James came to save her at such a critical moment, so... she did not want to think about it anymore.
Besides, it was also at that moment that she finally deeply realized how much she loved him.
In rich and powerful families, there were always many secrets and stories. Many husbands had mistresses or even illegitimate children outside.
Then... she would accept it. She wouldn't care about anything else. As long as she could live with him and he wouldn't bring Zena and Zena's child back home, and as long as she and her child could have a complete family, she could endure everything.
Besides, she had a child. After coming back from the gate of hell, she felt that she could not decide her child's life so selfishly. Her child had a father, and she was his legal wife. Why should she leave with her child in disgrace?
Maybe she was cowardly, and maybe she shouldn't have this kind of thought, but that was her real thought. Even if others pointed at her nose and scolded her that she didn't have any backbone, she could endure it.
She loved him! Moreover, it seemed that he also loved her! Otherwise, how could he save her? How could he tell Josephine that he could be the hostage? If he had not said that, how could he have been shot by Josephine?
Thinking of this, she pulled James's hand nervously and looked at him, "How are you? Shouldn't you have a good rest? Did you get hurt? Are you feeling well? What did the doctor say? Are you okay?"
Hearing her questions, James only felt that she was lovely, and he was also distressed at her.
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