Yesseca had almost had a breakdown back when Matthew was informing her about Tremaine's upcoming marriage.
But she still managed to hold on.
She was afraid that she would reveal her true feelings in front of Matthew. At that time, Matthew would know that she had not moved on from Tremaine, and he would definitely confront him.
She couldn't let Matthew go to find Tremaine.
She could not let Tremaine know that she had not forgotten him, and she was a heartbroken wreck when she heard that he was going to get married.
Thus, she could only pretend as if nothing had happened.
Later, she'd left in a hurry because she was afraid that she couldn't control herself any longer.
When she'd left the residential area, Yesseca's tears had started to fall.
The tears kept falling while she walked.
Although she kept telling herself that she could not cry, definitely not, her tears could not help falling down one by one.
In the end, she didn't even have the strength to
walk.
Yesseca sat on the bench and cried so hard that even the people beside her kept asking her what had happened.
At that moment, she really felt weak and incompetent.
But she still couldn't hold back her tears.
Tremaine and Qiana were getting married.
Ha.
The two of them were getting married.
It hadn't been that long since she parted with Tremaine, but now he was about to marry another woman!
And not to mention with Qiana!
When Qiana first entered the Quartley palace, Tremaine had promised her that he had no feelings for Qiana. He had asked her to enter the Quartley palace only because she was Montez's biological mother!
In such a short time, the two of them were about to tie the knot!
It was as if Yesseca's heart had been soaked in bitter water.
She thought, "I'm afraid that he has fallen in love with Qiana at the time when he didn't trust me and asked me to leave Nashaland. The so- called distrust was just an excuse for me to leave so that he can be with Qiana!"
Yesseca rubbed her eyes harder.
She shouldn't cry. She shouldn't cry!
If she cried again, even she would look down on herself.
When she opened her eyes again, a person was standing in front of her.
It was Matthew.
Yesseca was stunned.
Matthew was staring at her quietly.
Yesseca suddenly became a little nervous. She stood up and said, "Matthew, it was sand that got into my eyes."
Matthew did not expose Yesseca.
He handed her a tissue and said, "Dry your eyes."
Yesseca took the tissue and wiped her eyes very hard, causing them to ache.
She did it on purpose.
Only when the physical pain had surpassed the psychological pain would she be able to continue to pretend as if nothing had happened in front of Matthew.
"Get in the car. I'll take you to work," Matthew said.
This time around, Yesseca did not refuse Matthew and got into his car.
Actually, they were not far from the mall where Yesseca was located. However, due to the fact that Matthew had purposely slowed down his speed and there were many traffic lights along this road, this short journey took a very long time.
While waiting for the traffic light, Matthew asked, "Yesseca, I think I should talk to Tremaine. There is a misunderstanding between you and him. If the misunderstanding is explained clearly, the situation will become better."
At first, Matthew had still been wondering if he should clarify the misunderstanding for Tremaine and Yesseca, or if he should focus more on matching Yesseca and Kyi in together.
Now Matthew knew the answer.
He should choose the former.
Since he had promised to help Lothar to take good care of Yesseca, he should then follow Yesseca's heart instead of his own or Selina's choice.
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