My Pretty Sweetheart novel Chapter 305

My mouth fell open, and I almost declined Irvin's invitation. I didn't want to go, but after thinking for a moment, I decided to go. After all, I had to move on,

The nightfall was early during autumn. Irvin had an outstanding appearance, and he attracted a lot of attention in the neighborhood once we showed up. He was especially popular among the young women who also came out for a walk.

After a few rounds, I began to feel tired from the walk, and I went to sit on a bench under the street light. I looked upwards at Irvin and said, "Whoever you'll marry in the future will be so happy."

He raised his eyebrows at me and, with his hands in his pockets, asked nonchalantly, "Are you happy now?"

I was taken aback by his question, and memories started flooding into my mind. I lowered my head and fell silent.

Noticing the change in my feelings, he sighed softly and sat down beside me. He patted me on the back and said, "Sorry, I didn't mean it."

I shook my head. It wasn't his fault. I just couldn't let it go no matter how hard I tried. It was like the memories were imprinted in my mind.

"Did you take a photo of him?" I choked with shaking hands.

With pressed lips, Irvin raised his hand to wipe my tears, and sighed silently, "Don't look. Everything will be better in the future."

He had managed my baby's funeral. Because, at the end of the day, I didn't dare to watch the baby's burial or even see what he looked like.

Irvin said my baby boy was very healthy, about six pounds, and he was fair, chubby. He was cute.

I couldn't see him for fear that I would kill myself in distraught to go with him. I was also afraid that I wouldn't be able to bear to bury him after seeing him.

"Okay, I won't look," I lowered my head, clenching my hands so tight that it hurt a little.