Lady Jin was in a daze after hearing this. She bowed a little and saw Yun Shang's hands. She said with a smile, "Well, you truly learnt a lot from your father."
Yun Shang frowned. She felt a little confused. She sat back on her chair and stared at Lady Jin. Lady Jin felt uncomfortable under her scrutiny, and said, "Why are you looking at me like that? Thiis child is an accident. I'm not sure whether I should let this child be born."
Yun Shang bit her lip and said gently, "Actually, I was came to speak with you about another matter, mother."
Lady Jin kept silent for a while and said, "I once thought that there was still a feeling of love, or hate at least, for the Emperor. But, recently, I have realized that he wasn't the one I loved. I felt no excitement when I saw him. I guess I neither love or hate him anymore."
"Mother, but you are pregnant with his child." Yun Shang pondered for a while, and said, "I did something which I believe to be wrong now."
"Well, what is it?" Lady Jin smiled at Yun Shang.
Yun Shang looked at Lady Jin with knitted eyebrows, "My father hasn't been to Qiwu Palace in several months. The Empress was so worried that she wanted to use a maid. What's more, she gave my father Acacia to support her plan. So I sent someone to inform my father. I also sent a maid dressed like you to seduce my father..."
"I truly hoped you would have a happy and innocent childhood." Lady Jin paused for a while before continuing, "But at last, you have become involved in the strife of the Imperial Household." "My mother, did I make a mistake?" Yun Shang felt a little guilty. She lowered her eyes to look at her mother's belly. The baby must have been very small for she couldn't see any sign of the pregnancy.
Lady Jin shook her head and said, "There has always been all kinds of women around him. I used to be so annoyed then I was here in the Cold Palace. So after all these years, I have realized he is an Emperor. It's not his fault. He doesn't mean a lot to me now. I have done so many things wrong, among which sending you to the Empress was the biggest mistake. You have been tortured too much and witnessed so many disgusting things in the Imperial Household. Since I found out that I was pregnant, I've been thinking about not giving birth to this child because my life would be hard. But now, I am determined to have this baby. And for him, I won't be a timid person."
Yun Shang was moved. "Mother, don't worry, I am not the weak Yun Shang as before. I will protect you and my brothers and sisters."
"Good girl. I would not be a coward anymore." Lady Jin smiled as she held Yun Shang's hands.
Yun Shang smiled as she spoke, "Does my father know that you got pregnant? How old is the baby? Can it move?"
Lady Jin couldn't help laughing, "You silly girl. It's only been a month. How can the baby move so quickly? And I don't want to tell the Emperor so soon. You know, the sooner I tell him, the more dangerous we will be. For now, we are safe here in the Cold Palace."
Yun Shang agreed. "I sent many special agents to the Palace. Of them, two are sharp. I will send them here to protect you. People in the Palace regard me as a weak Princess. I will bring some medicine to prevent a miscarriage. Mother, you are carrying a baby now. Take better care of your body, and don't wear yourself out." Lady Jin agreed. She nodded as she spoke, "My little Shang has become an adult now. You deal with these things so properly and logically."
"Mother, stop making fun of me." Yun Shang stood up, and smiled, "It's too late. You need go to bed. I will visit more often."
Lady Jin nodded her head and asked Madam Zheng to see Yun Shang to the door.
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