Sir, Madam Dispeared Again After Divorce! novel Chapter 663

"It won't work..." Julien shook his head.

In fact, he was not unaware that something was wrong with his psyche. But he did not think that his situation could be understood by a psychiatrist.

Hearing these words, Sydney instantly frowned unhappily, "How do you know? You haven't even tried, so how do you know it won't work?” Julien closed his eyes, "My mom...regretted giving birth to me..."

"What?” Sydney was first stunned for a moment and then looked at him, puzzled." You said that your mom regretted giving birth to you?” Julien remained silent. Sydney shook her head, "How could it be? It's absolutely impossible! How do you know that? I heard from your grandmother that you and your mom were very close to each other and that your mom was very gentle."

So how could such a mother regret giving birth to him?

But looking at his expression, it seemed that it was not a lie.

So, what was going on? Julien still closed his eyes without saying a word. Seeing him like this, Sydney was even more worried.

She lowered her head and drew closer to him, "Julien, just tell me about it. I am your listener. Don't keep everything in your mind, or it will be difficult for you to come out of it. Both Grandma and I care about you a lot. We want to see you step out from the shadows and return to normal. If you don’t say anything or don't even try it, we will be more worried about you. Do you really want to see Grandma and me feel worried about you every year? Don’t forget, Grandma is quite old"

She didn’t tell him that his grandmother had fainted.

He was already in bad condition, so to tell him about it would only add fuel to the fire.

It would be better to wait until he was in a better mood.

After he heard her words, Julien's lips moved slightly. He had to admit that he indeed made people who cared about him worry.

And Grandma was truly old.

Especially in the past two years, Grandma's health has been getting worse day by day.

The doctor said that there were not many years left for her.

"The night my mom committed suicide..." Julien opened his eyes and finally spoke. Sydney stared at him and asked, "And then?"

"That night, she drank a lot. I didn't know why and just stayed with her. Later she got drunk, hugged me and said a lot to me..." Julien stared at the ceiling with blank eyes, "Besides crying that Dallin was getting married, she also told me that if she had not been pregnant, she would go with Dallin without any hesitation. But she was pregnant with me, so she chose to stay.”

"Oh...” Sydney's look changed slightly, "So, because of these words, you believed that your mom had regretted giving birth to you?"

Julien's eyelashes fluttered, "At that time, I didn't know who Dallin was, but I knew that my mom didn’t love my dad and didn't want to marry him. But for me, she chose to stay and maintain the marriage, and I was even secretly delighted about it.

However, the next morning, I found she was dead. Since then, I have been having nightmares for over a decade. In my nightmares, the scene my mom killed herself always appears, or it would be the scene where she was covered in blood, choked me and asked me why I had to exist and drag her down."

Sydney bit her lips and said, "These were nightmares, and these were all false."

"I know, but my mom's thought was real." Julien looked at her with bleak eyes," Because of these nightmares, I learned that it was me that prevented my mom from pursuing her happiness, and it was me that made her give up leaving my dad. It was me who caused her death."