Still Wanna Escape After Stealing My Heart? novel Chapter 1369

She loved him! She continuously kicked him, cursed him, scratched him, all to warn herself, not to fall for him and his touch.

'Don't fall for him, Sabrina! You’ve lost everything now! You saw him with another woman! Don't fall!' She warned herself time and time again. Until the moment she fell for him -- hook, line, and sinker.

Her tears soaked through the pillowcases. In the end, the person she hated was herself. She had used up all her strength until she was exhausted.

By the time she woke up, she realized her arms were wrapped around his neck.

And him?

With an extremely triumphant sneer on his face, he said, "Woman! So, you were lying after all?"

Sabrina's voice was hoarse from all her crying." Sebastian, I don’t want anything anymore. I can even give up on Aino. Please just kill me! Sebastian, I... I'm s o cheap, so worthless! I'm too embarrassed to live on, just kill me. I don't want Aino anymore. She’s yours! I don't want to live anymore, if you don't kill me, then I’ll find an opportunity and commit suicide!

"Because I think I'm, I'm so cheap, so dirty. I'm so cheap... I don’t want to live anymore..." She sounded so sad, her voice so full of despair.

Because of the sex they had two hours ago, she felt that she was so cheap and dirty, so worthless. If she resisted him all the way through, maybe she would feel better. At least then, she would have the upper hand to claim it as rape.

But the situation was different. She was not raped. She took the initiative. She gave in. She really did not want to live anymore.

Sabrina had her back to Sebastian, curling up into a ball on the bed. She kept muttering to herself, "I'm so cheap, so worthless... Please, just kill me."

Lying beside her and seeing her like this, Sebastian’s heart ached unbearably.

"Sabrina, enough with all this; just go to sleep, okay?" H e raised his hand, his fingers sweeping across her skin, intending to tuck the blankets around her. However, the moment his fingers touched her, she trembled violently as if electrocuted. Then, she stared at him with blank eyes and smiled sadly. "Are you... Are you asking me to get out of your bed? I almost forgot. I'm just an ex-convict. I'm not worthy of sleeping in your bed, right?"