When Jay stood up and was about to leave, Doris was quick to stop him.
"Don't leave. I have something to ask you." Her eyes turned to the servants and signaled them to leave.
Knowing what Doris would talk to him about next, Jay closed his eyes in frustration.
During this period of time, Jay had been in great pain.
He didn't know what was wrong with him. But every time he thought of being intimate with Doris, her pained expression when she gave birth to Ace suddenly appeared in his mind.
It seemed that all her pain was caused by him. He couldn't help but feel guilty every time he remembered it.
At first, this kind of self-blame was not too strong, but as time went by, it gradually took root and sprouted in his heart.
To the point where he couldn't face Doris anymore, nor could he face his desire.
It hurt him to know that there was something wrong with his mind, but he didn't know how to solve it!
Although he wanted to hide it from Doris, it seemed that he couldn't hide it anymore. What should he do?
'Tell her the truth?
What else can I do? If I continue to hide it from her, she will be suspicious every day. She is an insecure woman, and now she is taking care of our child. If this causes her psychological burden, then I am the one to suffer in
the end.'
With this thought, Jay had decided to tell Doris the truth.
Pain was written all over his face when he faced Doris.
"What do you want to ask? Go ahead."
Patting the empty space beside her, Doris said, "Come on. Let's talk in bed."
His heart immediately shuddered. The two of them hadn't been having sex for a long time. Now they were lying on the same bed, and he...
In a soft voice, Doris urged him to come closer. "Come on."
Seeing that he couldn't escape, Jay had to get on the bed.
As soon as Jay got on the bed, Doris crossed her legs around his waist.
It made Jay's whole body tremble. His heart was hammering in his chest as sweat began to form on his forehead.
"Jay, are you annoyed with me?" she asked gently.
"You are my son's mother. How can I think you are annoying?"
After a short pause, Doris asked again, "Then why don't you want me?"
"It's not that I don't want you. I just... It's just that..." Embarrassed, Jay began to stammer. The fear he was feeling right now was not a joke. It was suffocating.
As a doctor of the andrology department, Doris clearly knew that she couldn't put pressure on Jay at this time.
If he felt pressured, it would only make Jay want to
escape more.
So she gently rubbed Jay's chest and encouraged him. "Can you tell me your troubles?"
Jay swallowed hard. It was hard to say, but Doris was a doctor.
In other words, she was the closest woman to him.
Besides, how long could he escape?
He couldn't run away all his life, could he?
Taking a deep breath, Jay continued, "There is indeed something wrong with my mind. Since the day I saw you give birth to the baby, I have lost interest in that matter, and even hated it. I don't know why I am like this. If it was in the past, it would never have happened. I don't know what to do. I feel very conflicted and depressed. My desire seems to be trapped by something. I want to rush out, but I can't find a direction and a way out. What should I do, Doris?"
Jay put his hand on Doris' arm; his hand was stiff and even a little cold.
Similarly, in the past, he would never be like this. A simple touch back then was enough to ignite his burning desire.
Since Doris knew his condition, she tried to be more patient. "Please feel my heartbeat and my body temperature. Don't you feel anything?"
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