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The Alpha and His Contract Luna novel Chapter 56

In 56. Not giving up on her of The Alpha and His Contract Luna novel (Lauren and Darren) by Evelyn M.M., the gripping saga of Lauren and Darren continues to unfold with new twists and turns.

At The Alpha and His Contract Luna novel Lauren and Darren 56. Not giving up on her As tensions escalate between Lauren and Darren, the once inseparable mates find themselves at odds with each other. Darren's allegiance to his fated mate creates a rift between them, leaving Lauren grappling with feelings of betrayal and abandonment. Meanwhile, Darren struggles to reconcile his duties as an alpha with his personal desires, torn between loyalty and love.

Darren.

Fuck I can’t believe her. I can’t believe that she would go back to that bastard after everything he has done. It’s not that I deserved her, but I thought she would have better sense than that.

She refused to forgive me or come back to me. Yet the moment she was cleared of all charges she ran back to him. I don’t know how she was able to prove her innocence but it still annoyed me that she chose him.

I believed her when he didn’t. I was even working on getting evidence to prove she wasn’t a killer. Yet she fucking ran back to him.

What was it about Sebastian that women fucking loved? First he took Miranda from me and now he has taken Lauren.

I just don’t get what he has that I don’t. Sure he is an alpha but so am I. He’s considered good looking and wealthy.

As far as I know I am not a poor ogre. So what was it about him that made every woman I have wanted prefer him?

I hated this. Hated that he once again took something that belongs to me. Angry, I take my empty glass. I was about to pour myself another drink when my office door opened. Brent and my dad walked in.

I moved to the pack house a few weeks ago. I couldn’t stand to stay in the same house that had so many memories of Lauren. It tore me apart that I had been weak and because of that I lost a good woman.

“Seriously Darren, for how long are you going to drink yourself to a stupor?” Brent asks in concern.

It was good to see someone who was actually concerned about me. My parents don’t seem to care. All the do is nag me and question everything I do as if I was a fucking child.

“Till Lauren comes back to me” I mutter unintelligently.

I hear my father scoff. “As if she would ever come back to you. Especially with how you’re behaving now. You’ve basically become useless.”

I fist my hand and grind my teeth at his jab.

While my relationship with my parents has been deteriorating. Theirs with Lauren has been flourishing. My mom doesn’t shut up about how good Lauren is. Or how she brings Krystal and Miranda’s son for visits and so on. How she was a perfect daughter. It was fucking nauseating.

“You have to pull through, man. Stay away from the fucking bottle” This comes from Brent.

I sigh in defeat. I feel so used and pathetic. Every single time I remember how I treated Lauren, I fucking hate myself.

I did that thinking I had a chance with my mate. A chance with the perfect woman for me. I was lying to myself because Miranda turned out to be a venomous snake.

Lauren was right. All the years I said I loved her, I lied. Because how can you love someone while you’ve locked away a part of yourself? I didn’t give her my all.

Didn’t give her all my heart. I held hers in my hands and instead of cherishing it. I crashed it. That’s what pains me most. That I didn’t value her or see her worth until Miranda’s true colors were revealed.

“What’s the use? Like daddy dearest said, I doubt she will ever come back. I lost her Brent and the sad part is I have no one else to blame but myself”

I slump on the chair feeling dejected. The pain that has become familiar and the pangs of regrets consume. Threatening to swallow me whole. I rub my chest trying to ease the ache that was there.

“Even so, you still have people who care for you. You have Krystal who looks up to you. Isn’t she worth you pulling your head out of your ass? Don’t you love her enough to give her a better version of yourself?” Dad asks me gently. Showing me his softer side.

She did deserve it and I do love her, but I just didn’t know how to let go of Lauren. I thought my life was Miranda but these past few weeks since everything went down.

I realized I was wrong. Lauren always owned my heart. I just didn’t realize it until it was too late.

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