The Alpha and His Contract Luna novel Chapter 66

I groan when another cramp hits me. I hold on to the chair with so much force that I don’t realize when my claws pierce the leather.

Whoever said ridding out your heat alone was painful was a damn lair because this was complete torture.

I felt as if my whole body was burning from the inside out, and then there was the pain. Pain that felt like every inch of my body was being sliced.

“We need our mate” Blue says. Her voice desperate.

“No” I all but growl the word out.

My heat started the day before. Sebastian has been trying to reach me through our bond since the day I left. I kept my blocks up. Seeing no reason to communicate with him because he wouldn’t help me with this little predicament.

“But Ren, he’s the only one that can ease the pain” Midnight whines.

They have been crying for Fang and Sebastian since the heat started. It was getting on my nerves that they had to mention him every second of the day instead of helping me to deal with the pain in a different way. A way that didn’t involve begging Sebastian to fuck us.

“You know very well he can’t help us. How many times will I tell you that he said he will never sleep with us?”

“He did say that but one sniff of your scent now will be enough to make him change his mind about his stupid rule” Blue states, pacing around in my head. Giving me a headache.

“That’s manipulation and I will be damned if we do that to him. I maybe be in heat but I am not desperate”

Why couldn’t they make this easy for me? They keep calling out to Fang and I hate that. The only good thing is that my mental blocks prevent them from actually reaching him.

“But he is our mate” Midnight whines.

“In contract.” I snarl at them “Will you just give this fucking issue a rest? The man doesn’t want us and there is nothing we can do about it”

With those words I shut them out. Gritting my teeth against the pain, I walk slowly towards the sofa and gently lie down.

The friction from just walking was enough to send me into overdrive. My skin felt sensitive so I only had a skimpy satin night gown. My thighs were coated in my juices. My vagina feeling like an open tap.

Taking my vibrator, I spread my legs and run it through my folds. I had forgotten to pack the one back at home, so I had to buy another one. It wasn’t much help and the relief only lasted for a few minutes, but it was better than repeatedly soaking my body in ice cold water which by the way didn’t do a fucking thing.

I moan when the vibrator hits my clit. Sending delicious waves of pleasure. I run it one more time through my slit before plunging it inside me. My toes curl in the sofa as fantasies of Sebastian begin forming in my mind.

I imagine he’s pounding into me. Over and over again bringing me closer to my climax. I physically feel his finger circling my clit while he has my nipple in his hot mouth. My hands are clutching onto him for dear life while his hardened body moves in me and on me.

We’re both covered in sweat while his hardened member is slick with my juices. I moan as I continue climbing higher and higher. My body is begging for release.

I was just about to finally fall over the edge when I feel it. Someone is watching me. I quickly open my eyes in panic only to find Sebastian watching me with an unreadable expression on his face.

Shit! What the hell is he doing here? And how did he find me?

I scramble to get up. Throwing the vibrator in my rush to cover up, as if he hasn’t already seen me trying to bring myself to pleasure.

“You shouldn’t be here Bash” I state, getting up.

We face each other. There’s something burning in his eyes. Something raw and untamed. I don’t want to pay attention to it knowing that it’s just his reaction to my heat.

He clears his throat. “You left with no explanation. I had to find you and make sure you’re fine”

I see the struggle behind his eyes. The need to mate me. The fight for dominance between him and his wolf. I had to make him leave. Him being here especially knowing that he won’t touch me wasn’t making things easier for me.

“Well I’m okay you can leave now” I tell him, folding my hands across my chest when I notice his eyes on my breasts.

He still doesn’t leave though. I see him lick his lips and it nearly makes me jump him. I unfold my hands and fist them. My nails digging in my flesh, keeping me grounded.

I walk to the kitchen. “Do you want some coffee?”

“Yeah” he replies following me.

I start preparing it. Hoping that he will leave once he drinks his. I hold on to the counter and grit my teeth when a bout of pain rocks me.

“You need to leave Bash, before one of us does something that we can’t take back. If you stay my heat will override your senses and you will cross that invisible line you drew. I know you don’t want me and that I am not your type, so please make this easier for me” I honestly tell him once the pain passes.

I see his nostrils flare. His hands fisted into tight fists. He's trying to control himself, trying to keep himself in check but he is fighting a losing battle. If he doesn’t leave he is going to lose that tightly gripped control.

“Just give me a moment” he says through clenched jaws.

He shifts. I realize he is trying to adjust himself. I ignore that little detail. Pouring his coffee into a mug, I hand it over to him. I take mine and lean against the counter.

His eyes are on mine. Even when he’s drinking from his cup. His eyes keep shifting color, showing his struggle. He finishes his coffee in minutes and stands up. Making me breathe in relief.

“I’ll be going now” he says softly and I nod my head.

I slump against the counter when he turns to leave but then he stiffens. Standing still like a statue.

My brows furrow in confusion and I wonder why he isn’t leaving yet.

“Sebastian?” I call him.

I see his muscles tense.

“Fuck it” he grumbles low before turning.

In two quick strides he is before me. Taking my mouth in a scorching heat. Without breaking the kiss he takes the cup from my hand and sets it aside.

His mouth sends pleasure down my spine. I rub myself against him, needing to feel every inch of him. I want him but I also have to make sure that this is what he wants.

I break the kiss and stare at him. Both of us breathing heavily.

“What are you doing Sebastian?” I ask him softly.

“I don’t fucking know. All I’m sure is that I want you” he replies in a hoarse voice.

“It’s my heat affecting you. You have to step away from me or Fang will end up winning . He’s the one that wants me. Not you”