It's been several years since I started dating Harrison, but I've never been pregnant.
"I didn't take any measures to do that kind of thing. At first, I was worried about whether I should take medicine or not. However, Harrison strongly opposed it. I had been uneasy for a long time, but later I found that this uneasiness was completely unnecessary.
After such a long time, not only am I not pregnant, but I haven't done the exercises that I should do.
A man at the age of 30 is still young, but women are different. I am now an old woman.
There was also the process of the first child's delivery. I was very worried that it would not have any effect.
"In the past, I also wanted to abandon children and live a simple life like this. But this is all in the case that Harrison and I have no future relationship. Now we don't have to do it. We have become partners.
If I really can't have any more children, I'll think of myself as a sinner.
"You're fine. You're very healthy," Harrison said softly as he lowered his head and kissed my forehead.
But this kind of thing couldn't be solved just by comforting him. My uneasiness didn't improve because of his comfort. Instead, I blamed myself even more.
Perhaps he had seen through my thoughts, Harrison hugged me from above and said helplessly, "Don't worry about these trivial things. You might as well do it twice with me. Let's see if you are pregnant."
I finally let go of my words and nodded in agreement. Just like that, we stayed up until midnight. When we were about to fall asleep in a daze, I suddenly looked at Harrison and said, "Did you do something?"
"What?" Harrison asked in confusion.
"Are you sure you were talking about the problem just now? You said that you would know if you were pregnant in the future. Is it because you knew what was going on?" I stared at him suspiciously.
Unfortunately, Harrison didn't want to say much at all. He directly held me in his arms and said that I was too tired to sleep. After a while, there was a steady breathing sound in my ear.
Hearing his breathing, the previous dilemma faded away.
"It doesn't matter what happened in the past, as long as we live a good life now. And the questions about Sienna and Jonah, I must ask them tomorrow..."
When he opened his eyes again, the sky was already bright. Harrison was looking at me with his hands on his head.
"Why didn't you call me?" For some reason, she felt her cheeks burning.
Harrison pinched my nose and said with a smile, "I want to see how pigs sleep."
"You are the pig!"
After playing on the bed for a while, when I was resting, I remembered something important. "What if Abbie finds out that we're like this?"
"She has been sent out of the country," Harrison said lightly.
I was surprised and wanted to continue asking, but Harrison had already explained in advance, "Don't get me wrong. I don't have that much ability. It's just that what Abbie has done in the past two years is too out of line. It's just that her family came forward."
I nodded and breathed a sigh of relief. "It won't be good if Harrison takes responsibility because of me."
"Do you know about the relationship between Jonah and Sienna? Why did Sienna appear with Jonah yesterday? What is the relationship between them now? You..."
"All right, all right. If you have any questions, you can ask them one by one." Harrison had no choice but to hold me in his arms, preventing me from continuing.
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