Chosen By The Dragon Kings novel Chapter 74

Waking up, it was dark and Matitus and Dragus were now fast asleep beside me. Silas however was no where to be seen, yet I could tell he was awake. Getting up, I pull the covers back up over Matitus before finding some clothes and chucking on a dressing gown. The stone floors cold under my feet as I walked around the castle in search of him only to find him staring at the shelves of books in his office.

Walking in, I walk over to him wrapping my arms around his waist from behind. He jumps startled lost in thought and not expecting someone to creep up on him.

“What are you doing up, It’s 4AM” He says turning around in my arms.

“Looking for you, and I shouldn’t feel asleep so early in the day, I’m wide awake now” I tell him, and he nods.

“What are you doing?” I ask looking toward the bookshelves he was staring at.

“Nothing, just thinking” He says.

“About?” I ask.

“How to make the city better, safer for everyone” He says.

“What do you mean, its pretty safe now” I tell him. He shakes his head, grabbing a book off the shelf and opening it. He hands it to me, and I see it contained old photos of the city in a time when things were different. Before the war, everything looked new and fresh. Turning the page, I see a map of the area and notice their were actually other kingdoms in the area. I grew up here and never saw or knew how close the other kingdoms were.

“That’s used to be the Fae kingdom, where your people originated from” Silas says pointing to a kingdom on the other side of the mountains.

“Is it still there?” He shakes his head.

“No, I destroyed it, all that is left is ruins now” He says, and I could tell he genuinely felt bad about what he did.

“Do you miss her?” I ask, his eyes snapping to mine.

“Blaire?” He asks and he seems to think for a second, his emotions everywhere and I wasn’t able to pinpoint one.

“No, I miss what could have been, what the world could have been if she just accepted the mate bond and if I didn’t ruin everything” He tells me.

“Now I need to figure out how to fix it”

“You can only do so much, things will change over time Silas, it doesn’t have to be right away. Look at what we have already accomplished in such a short time. It will happen” I tell him. He nods pulling another book off the shelf and sitting down. Stress on his face, and I could see his past was eating at him.

“What’s the biggest issue right now?” He leans forward putting his elbows on the desk.

“The vampires, they are struggling with the no kill orders and having to leave the city to meet dietary requirements” He says.

“What about a blood bank?”

“Why would anyone donate blood for them, they are hated by the entire kingdom?”

“I think they might surprise you, people want things to change and if it means less lives lost and a chance to live amicably they will do it Silas” I tell him walking over and climbing on his lap.

“Next one?” I ask and he smirks.

“The Dragons, we need to help them especially if there is a chance, they can all come back” He says yet I could feel something else, some underlying reason as to why he wanted to save them, guilt eating at him.

“Who are you trying to find?” I ask and his eyes snap to mine.

“How do you know I am looking for someone?” He asks curiously.

“Your guilt, through the bond” I tell him. His hand goes to my flat stomach.

“My father” He says.

“You think he could be one of them?” He shrugs,

“I’m not sure but I need to know”

“What happened to him?”

“My mother killed herself when she found out I couldn’t produce any heirs, I thought when he left, he killed himself. We have always known those mutations were out there, their dragons driven to insanity, but I always thought the human part of them died, didn’t know it could be recovered” He says.

“I still don’t understand, why the females killed themselves off, I thought you were all immortal?”

“Everything has a loophole, Lora. That’s why I killed off the witches, it wasn’t just that they helped Blaire, but they helped them kill themselves, my mother said there was no point living without something to live for and I guess I wasn’t enough, forever is a long time Elora, forever becomes lonely when you have nothing to look forward to”

“Well, what about”- He cuts me off grabbing my face.

“Nothing that puts you at risk Elora, especially now” He says.

“I know that, I am just thinking what if we come up with some way to shoot them”

“Shoot them?”