"You..." Zena looked at the small box in Xavier's hand. When she saw it clearly, she opened her eyes wide in shock. She couldn't tell how she was feeling in her heart.
Xavier smiled with melancholy and then nodded lightly, "Yeah."
When he stayed with Elizabeth on the mountain that day, he knew that Elizabeth did not only mean a lifesaver to him, but also a woman whom he did not hate to get along with closely. That night, he told James that he had feelings for Elizabeth. In addition to irritating James, he was also telling the truth.
That day in Lu Mansion, when he held her and feeling her breathing, He not only didn't feel disgusted but also wanted to get closer to her. Later, looking at her lips, he finally turned around awkwardly. He didn't want her to notice his erection.
Later, Zena said those words. He knew that he might have to...
Therefore, on the way back, he was afraid that he still couldn't make it at night, so he went to the pharmacy to buy viagra.
"Xavier, you..." Zena clenched her fists tightly and stared at the drug on his hand, laughing bitterly, "What should I say?" At this moment, she didn't know why, but she looked at Xavier with disdain and disgust.
Xavier looked at the drug in his hands and also felt
very sad.
However, Zena seemed to be crazy. She suddenly rushed to him, grabbed the drug box, and raised it with her hand trembling, "Well done!" She roared, "How did you react when you faced Elizabeth? But you have to eat the drug when you're with me! How ridiculous!"
As she said this, she threw out the drug box with all her strength.
She screamed with tears, "Yes! I do have physiological needs, but I don't need your sympathy!"
Although she wanted to have sex with him so much, she hated him to take pity on her and have sex with her in this way.
Even if he ate the drug this time, what about the next time? What about their future? Should he take the drug forever? How miserable would she be then?
At this time, her heart was in a mess. She was sad, angry, resentful, and even... jealous.
Xavier looked at the medicine box on the ground and felt extremely feeble. He opened his mouth, but his heart was so bitter that he couldn't say a word.
He clenched his fists and released them after a long while. Then, he lifted his feet and walked towards the medicine box. He looked at it for a long time before he leaned over slightly and was ready to pick it up.
"Don't pick it up!"
Xavier paused and straightened up. He turned around and looked at Zena, whose eyes were full of disappointment and hatred. He smiled with sorrow and said, "Zena..." He sighed, "It's my fault. You're right. I owe you, but I..."
He smiled dolefully, and he couldn't care about his dignity and self-esteem anymore, "I don't want to do this either. But now, you've seen it. If I don't eat the drug, I won't be able to satisfy your needs."
As soon as he said this, Zena sneered, "I'm really a bad woman! See, for my own needs, you even wrong yourself to eat this kind of drug. But, did I ask you to do this? No!"
"Yes, you didn't."
"I didn't, but you said so with your actions." Zena smiled mockingly, "Xavier, tell me, how bad am I? Huh? Elizabeth doesn't need to do anything, but you could have an erection. I have tried my best, but you told me that you need to take medicine! Xavier, you are too cruel!"
Xavier walked back and wanted to take her hand, but he put down his hand as soon as he lifted it, "Zena, I'm sorry."
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