"No Silvia, there will never be such a day." Jayden never knew that Silvia was so insecure about their relationship.
"There will never be such a day? Didn't you just leave me behind tonight?" Silvia bit her lip tightly so that she could control her tears and speak to him properly. "Jayden, your family has a strong background. You can do whatever you want, but I can't."
"I'm just an ordinary student and I'm just like everyone else. As long as you don't want to see me, I will never be able to get close to you. When you were angry and left me alone at home tonight, have you ever considered my feelings, even for a moment?"
Silvia looked at him and wanted to hear his answer. However, there was no need for Jayden to answer anymore. Just by looking at the look on his face, Silvia already had an answer in her heart. She was never in his consideration.
She removed his hand that was wrapped around her waist and pushed him away. Then, she took two steps back and said, "Jayden, do you know how afraid I am when thinking that you might suddenly disappear from my life one day?"
He did not know.
Jayden did not know!
If he knew that, he never would have left her house that night.
Jayden's emotions were like surging waves. At this moment, he just wanted to hold her tightly in his arms so that she could feel a sense of security. However, he was left empty-handed.
Silvia avoided him and said firmly, "Jayden, let's take a break."
"Take a break?" She was just telling him how afraid she was of losing him but in the next second, she wanted to break up with him. Upon hearing Silvia's words, Jayden's arm paused in mid-air. He said in a deep voice, "Silvia, do you know what you're talking about?"
Silvia said, "I know better than anyone else what I am talking about. I know what I am doing."
Jayden asked, "Are you breaking up with me now?"
"Jayden, I just need a break. I'm not breaking up with you now, I just want to give both of us some time to think about whether we are meant for each other." Silvia took a deep breath and continued, "If you really consider me as your wife, then please give me some time to think about it. You should also reconsider if I am the one for you."
Once they had thought it through, if he gave her an affirmative answer, then she would definitely go for it. Regardless of the challenges, she would never back out from this relationship and stay by his side for the rest of her life.
To Jayden, he was sure that Silvia was the one for him and there would never be anyone else. From the moment he had decided to marry her, he had never regretted it even once.
However, it was obvious that he had not done enough to give her a sense of security, and that was why she could not believe that he wanted no one but her in this life.
Jayden looked into Silvia's eyes. His gaze was deep and complicated. Silvia could not figure out what he was thinking. "Jayden, just for once. Let's spend some time apart and think about our relationship."
Jayden was silent, but Reagan and Lemur who were witnessing the entire scene became anxious and said, "Boss, Young Master Kyle wants to be with you. Don't think about it too much and stop throwing a tantrum with him."
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