"He spent a lot of money on me, but I turned him down..." Speaking of the past, Audrey felt helpless. "I can trade my body for money, but I couldn't do that with him."
"Audrey..." Silvia wanted to persuade Audrey, but she did not know how to.
The journey in life was different for everyone. No matter where they had been or what they had experienced, everyone hoped that they could live a happy life.
"I turned him down, and he let me go as well," Audrey said. "Later, no one dared to make a deal with me. They all seemed to be afraid of something. I didn't know the reason until one day, someone brought it up to me."
Silvia quietly listened to Audrey, "That man never appeared in front of me after, but he managed to drive me into a corner."
Audrey continued, "I tried everything to raise enough money to pay my debts, but it still wasn't enough. When I was at rock bottom, I looked for him and offered a deal. I stripped naked in front of him, but he did not even look me in the eye. He said two words and left."
"Filthy b*tch!"
A long time had passed since the incident. However, her heart felt like needles were pricking whenever Audrey thought about the two words.
Now that she was talking about it, she still had a smile on her face. "He said that I was filthy!"
Silvia had never experienced being despised by the man she loved, but she could feel Audrey's pain. "Audrey, maybe he didn't mean it, don't take it to heart."
"Oh, I didn't take it to heart for a long time." Audrey smiled and said, "I admit that I'm filthy. My body is still relatively clean since he was the only man I've ever been with. But my heart is filthy. I wanted to get what I want through dirty deals. However, because of him interfering, I've never succeeded. Even now, I still haven't been able to score a rich bachelor."
Silvia said, "Audrey, don't talk about yourself like that. I don't have many friends, but I know a good person when I see her. You are one of my closest friends."
"Silvia, you don't have to cheer me up. I've already thought things through." Audrey put on a new cover for the pillow. "I never saw him again, but I know that he is secretly controlling everything. Everything that I do is within his control. I can't even move to another city. That is why I have always lived alone because he was in the way."
"Audrey, since you love him so much, and he has also been keeping tabs on you, why don't you take the initiative to find him?" Silvia thought that since she still loved him, she should look for him and not leave any regrets in her life.
Audrey put the set of pillows on the bed. "Silvia, you also think that I should go find him since I love him, right?"
Silvia nodded her head vigorously. "That's right, that's what I think."
Audrey suddenly changed the subject. "What about you? You like Young Master Kyle so much. Why can't you be with him?"
It turned out that Audrey was trying to persuade her the entire time. Silvia was a little angry, but more so, she was touched.
To persuade her, Audrey did not hesitate to show her own scars. It was definitely worth keeping a friend like this.
Silvia smiled. "Audrey, I'm different from you. The situation between us is different."
"What's the difference?" Audrey asked. "Is it because you don't want to be with him, or he doesn't want to be with you? Or is it because both of you don't like each other and don't want to be together?"
Silvia, "I..."
Audrey said, "Silvia, I used to be like you. Thinking that leaving him is for his own good, and it's a noble thing to do. Now age is catching up and I've seen things. I realized that I was just blind and selfish. Love is a two-way street. If I had spoken to him before deciding to break up with him, things may have turned out differently than what it is now."
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