Obsession and desire novel Chapter 16

Camille narrates.
I waited for Andy a few months, I didn't even get a text from him, but I'm going to hit him where it hurts the most, I know he keeps an eye on me, after all he's having a great married life, Julien keeps in touch with me, he insisted that he could take away the lesbian, I laugh to myself, what could go wrong if I have a little adventure with him?, besides, Julien is also as he wants, I'm single, he too, enjoy a little in this solitude I wouldn't like anything else, so I accept your visit.
I don't even bother to fix myself, if you want something with me you must accept me naturally, because that's me.
They ring my doorbell, I'm so sure this will be recorded on the cameras, so I'll do my best, Andy must pay me!
“Hello princess, how beautiful you are today” Julien tells me as soon as I open the door.
“Hello, Juli, keep going” I don't even let him cross the threshold of the living room, when I throw myself into his arms and start kissing him, of course he corresponds immediately, he kisses me madly and starts to take off my clothes, I do the same with he has a good body but not marked like Andy's at all, he dumps me on the rug in the living room, a perfect angle for the camera that is very well located in the corner of the wall, “oh Andy! I hope you enjoy, as I do when I imagine that you are eating your wife”!
Julien is devouring me completely, although it's not the same as Andy I try to enjoy, I want to feel desired for a moment, so I pretend for the camera that I'm excited, I rock my hips towards Julien's body while he delights in kissing my foot, he wants to reach deep into my crotch, but I don't let him, I bring him closer to my mouth again and I kiss him wildly, I want to imagine that it's Andy, that it's his kisses and that it's his hands, but it's hard to match it.
Julien takes a condom out of his jacket and adjusts it to his member, I can't deny that he is well endowed, but my lord, Andy has everything a man would like to have. I allow him to want to enter my cavity, when he does I don't feel the same softness as with my first man, but it doesn't matter I try to enjoy it, it's a bit rough, but nothing that can't be handled, Julien possesses me quickly, while panting on Me, I don't know why this part could only be allowed to Andy.
“Oh, you are very tight Camí! ooh! do you like it?”  Julien's broken voice invades my ears.
“Yes, I like it!” I reply, pretending how unconvinced I am, damn feelings, they didn't let me enjoy the show I had at this moment, I should be stronger and make my heart one more object.
I gave two more movements of my hip towards Julien, and I feel a moan and his small contractions in his phallus, how he is spilling inside me, or rather from the condom, I was grateful for that too. He fell on top of me with quite agitated breathing, he could feel his heart beating frantically, while I could only fake smile.
“It was great Camí, you're sensational, sorry it didn't last long, but you're tight, I could feel you too much”.
“For me it was perfect” I answer so that he doesn't feel bad, in front of the camera he had to pretend that he was fine, deep down I thought that it was not going to be a fiasco and that he was going to enjoy it.
He stands up and adjusts his clothes, heads to the kitchen and so confidently reaches for a drink from the fridge and doesn't even offer me one when I'm inside my own house. I put my clothes back on and got up, sat at the bar, and no longer had a topic to talk to him.
“Well Camile, tomorrow I have a commitment, I have to go now, could you lend me your bathroom?”
“Yes, at the bottom to the right you find one” He goes out there and locks himself in, I curse to myself, I hope that at least Andy sees this and thinks that I'm happy, I don't want him to think that I'm bad for his absence.
The second after Julien goes to the bathroom I hear a notification on my phone, I look at it and as if I had invoked it, but without noticing it, I read it:
“I hope your engineer has been well, tell him to go packing his bags, tomorrow he will leave ALF & ASOCIATES.”
My face is now a poem, I didn't want Julien to be fired, he supported his mother and brothers, Andy was unfair, I reply:
“Do not mix the personal with the work, he is trained, damn it, he has a family, it is not his fault, shall we talk?”
 “You're just anyone! EVEN IF YOUR ENGINEER WILL KEEP HIS JOB, HE WILL BE AWAY FROM YOU” Andy blocks me, I know because I don't see his profile picture now.
My name is whatever, but if I'm a free and single woman, I hate it! I will never forgive that mistreatment, fuck him, Julien comes out of the bathroom and as if nothing had happened, he just gives me a soft mouth and leaves, he doesn't even talk to me for two more minutes, was it that bad?
As I could I joined one stick with another, I got on a chair and located each camera that was in the apartment and destroyed it, it was his apartment, but it was my privacy, in the next payment I would leave there, so I could do what he wanted and if he was going to fire me from his company, he would have to compensate me with a good amount, because he had no reason for a justified dismissal.
I turn off my phone, I go to my room, I take a little shower and go to sleep, that was enough for today, tomorrow I would go visit my mother.
Two am...
I hear noises in the living room, damn they're going to rob me, I'm half asleep, I put on a robe, and I take my phone, I forgot to charge it. I turn on the light.
“Shit! What a scare, what the hell is Andy doing here? Did you mean to kill me or what?” I give a start when I see Andy, my heart is a thousand per hour, who thinks of watching another person in the dark.
“Why did you smash the cameras?” Andy has a scary face; his dark circles are almost reaching his beard and he is a little thinner
“I'll pay you, but I prefer my privacy, I don't want you to observe me anymore” deep down I enjoyed that he did it, I loved that he accompanied me even from a distance.
 “When are you going to understand that it's not the money? I can put cameras in my apartment, you are mine Camila Ibis, I will make you mine every day very soon, I promise”.
“Andy understands I'm not yours, go with your wife, or do you want me to call her to come for you?” I answer him ironically.
“And tell me was it okay? If I love, you when I was making you his?” Her eyes cloud over when she asks me that.
“What does it matter to you! Believe me, what I least want to know is how you do it with your scrawny wife”.
“We do not do it” He sits in front of me and crosses his fingers, he doesn't stop looking at me and it's making me nervous, there really are times when I feel infinite fear, but I love him, I wish I hadn't been with Julien and could devour him now, but it was the only thing that really caught your attention.
 “I congratulate you! You don't have to act in front of me, stop giving blowjobs Andy, get out now, in about eight days I'll let you have the apartment free”.
“You don't have to, it's already in your name, it's a gift”.
 “I do not want it! Do you think that with gifts you fix everything? Well, no, you are wrong in every way.”
“You look what you do with it, it's already yours”.
 “You're really crazy! You don't surprise me with money” His money was true and his fame didn't impress me, otherwise it scared me away, I loved his charisma towards me, his way of caring, but his obsession was driving me away , I couldn't deal with such a person, I'm scared!
“You know I felt dying of jealousy when that man was devouring you, since the day I was inside you, I haven't been able to be with my wife, I don't want it, the only body I want is yours, I love Camille, and I really love you, I know you don't accept me because of my commitment, but if you feel something for me, just give me some time while I divorce”.
“You're a manipulator Andy, I really can't”.
“Please, Camilla” Andy pleads.
My eyes fill with real tears, I missed him too much, even though he pretended to be fine, I felt like a hole in my heart was getting bigger because of his absence.
“Andy please let's not make this more difficult” he starts touching my foot under the blanket and I feel like all my skin crawls.
“You know? your skin is my favorite texture” Andy goes up his soft hand for my stone giving soft caresses, but if I had just been with another man, I felt that he was seducing me, I open my mouth from his touches, I feel He comes a little closer and now his hand is on a little more than my knee.
“Andy, you're making me nervous, you know I just passed a few hours ago.”
“I know, but I also know that you didn't enjoy it, I saw your face, and that man didn't know how to enjoy you either, I know you took a shower, so all memories of that guy have already been totally eliminated from you, besides, I don't touch you with his flesh, I don't mind giving you the caresses that he needed”.
“Andy, I...”
“Shh Camille, let me enjoy you, let me listen to your insides, your heartbeat, your accelerated pulse” He bends down and starts kissing my leg, caressing me with his hands at the same time and over the satin pajamas that he was wearing that night he continues giving sweet kisses up to my chest, he looks over at me and I give him a nod of approval, he uncovers one of my breasts and with soft peaks he makes my nipples harden.
"Andy, it's better that you go," I tell him to the outside, but inside I didn't even want him to leave there one day.
“Are you sure?” she asks me while her hand reaches my crotch that is totally wet- I love your smell, you smell delicious, you're excited. Andy takes off my pajamas and leaves me totally naked for him, he doesn't even take off his clothes, he just lowers his pants a little and I see how my treasure is standing up for me, I love it!
“I will not use a condom with you, because not only are you mine, but your natural depth is also”.
Andy climbs on top of me and starts kissing me, he just inserts his wonder into my crotch, and there I am, like a sex machine accessing his charms, my hips are like a contortionist's, up and down up and down, the he moans frantically I feel like he's inside me with more force, I can't resist so I stop a bit, as I can I'm on top of him and straddling him again I make him inside me, now naked on his crotch and with motor on my flower , I start to move suddenly, it was my first time, but in this position I feel like a hurricane inside my vulva takes over me.
“Oh, Andy! I'm going to cum, kiss my tits, please do it!” at that moment I was surprised by the profanity of my vocabulary, but I felt like a real sex addict.
Andy, like a faithful slave, obeys me, and inserts my breasts, biting hard, I felt a cramp invade my legs, I couldn't resist, I had such a strong orgasm while Andy devoured my breasts with great force, after I felt dying of inertia I start to move on him, I feel more upright on him and my breasts jump to the sway of my hips, I feel Andy's member tense up, oh my God! The gush of him is all inside of me.
He takes my hips and stops them, his satisfied face makes me feel happy, I give him a tender peck in the mouth, and he smiles. I lie on his chest and feel how his hands caress my back, it was already four in the morning, the cold and the exhaustion played a trick on us, we both fell fast asleep, I dreamed about this every day, I wanted him to be was just for me.