As if the birth of Zoé were a publicity event, all the entertainment newscasts made a presentation of the new daughter of one of the most famous couples in the country, although they had not yet made public the face of their baby, the whole The world already wanted to meet him.
Meanwhile, Camille could not assimilate with enough maturity that Andy had cheated on her, he lied to her and made her believe that she was the only person who aroused any kind of feeling in him, but he verified with his wife's pregnancy, that it was not like that, However, in his heart there were doubts that he needed to resolve, and only he could give clarity to his feelings, so about ten days after Zoé's birth, he decides to look for him.
She makes sure that he is back in the company, and goes out to visit him, although she had a relationship with Johnny, she was in love with Andy, but again she was like at the beginning, she did not understand the reason for his deceit.
Camille approaches the concierge of the company building, wrapped in a bundle of nerves, her hands were sweating, she had dressed especially for the occasion, she was wearing a light blue dress tight to the body, which highlighted her cleavage on the chest, some shoes a low heel of the same color, and a white bag that just gave her a fine touch of elegance, her hair had been styled loose and with some waves at the end, her makeup and her perfume, although it was not the most expensive, flooded her nose of anyone who came close, it united very well with its natural essence.
Camille narrates.
I am very nervous, I have unconsciously tried to put on the best I can to go visit Andy, I know that he has gone through a long recovery process and that I have been miserable, but he brought it on himself! I didn't have to witness the image of his wife kissing him in the hospital, that was painful for me.
“Good morning, I'm going to Mr. Andy Alf's office” I approach the reception of the building, it was unlikely that he would receive me, but well, there I was looking for him.
“Miss, good morning, with pleasure, do you have an appointment with the CEO of the company?” the receptionist answers me, while she raises her eyebrows in an ironic way, she thinks she owns the building!
“Hey! Not this one, but if you call him and tell him it's from Camille Ibis, he'll surely tell you if he has time for me or not”.
“ It's impossible, Miss Ibis! Mr. Alf has a busy schedule, most likely he won't be able to attend to her” The receptionist turns to her computer screen to ignore me long enough.
“Please let me know that I am at the concierge of your building, he will simply tell you if he can attend me or not, please help me” I beg that blonde, how unfriendly and rude, I forgot how things were in the company.
“I already told you no miss! If you don't have an appointment, I can't let you in, understand? Now she's helping me by leaving, please” She points me to the main door of the building, as if I didn't know which one it is.
“Look dyed hair! If you don't let me in, I swear I'll make Andy kick you out immediately, I hope that's clear to you” I tell her trying to persuade her to notify you, or at least to make a scandal, I knew perfectly well the obsession of Andy for being aware of his cameras, upon receiving the information about the show at his main goal, just to be able to resolve, he would call me.
“Look Miss Ibis, I've been too courteous with you, I don't care what you say, I'm just doing my job”.
I couldn't believe how challenging this woman was, I couldn't even call Andy because I didn't have his personal phone number, establishing contact with him directly, it was quite complicated, and it was logical, not everyone should have his phone.
“Okay, miss” I pretend that I'm leaving towards the defeated goal, but in less than two seconds I run inside, in order to enter the company you need a card that gives access to the registers, and I didn't have it, I thought about the way to get in without him, I already had experience in this, so I remembered how I would sneak into the train station when I had no money and there I was, jumping over one of those fences, I felt like I was a hero, but everything worked out for me bad, as for a change.
I fell face down on the other side of the registers, hitting my butt hard, one of my heels broke, and everything I had in my little bag flew out, I feel my cheeks turn red and everyone their surroundings do not take their eyes off me.
“Miss Ibis, are you okay?” A masculine voice, erotic and already known to me, along with her French perfume, a fine and delicate suit, she tells me as she stretches out her hand to me.
“Andy!” I let go with my voice too low, I feel like I'm red as a tomato, plus I'm sore.
“You didn't have to do this Camille, you just had to dial my number, as soon as I saw the cameras I came for you, I didn't expect the jump to the register, it was something fun” He tells me while he outlines a small smile with his lips closed.
Andy bends down and checks me that I'm okay, he helps me collect my things and some of the dignity that I have left, what a shame! I wanted to get his attention, but not in that way, although he is still limping, he does everything possible for helping me up.
“Come, let's go to my office- He tells me while he takes his cane and brings me closer to him” We took the elevator, and although it was only three floors to get there, it took forever, because a long silence was present, he stopped. He showed something embarrassed, he could only move his lips, making a few faces, he tried to smile, but he couldn't quite give it to him.
We got off the elevator, to my surprise, many office staff had changed, I can say that, for the most part, now the profile of the workers became a little more in line with the reality of society, there were women over thirty years of age, men without the profile of models, and of course, nobody was dressed as if they were going to a fashion show, it seemed strange to me, if everyone in the company except me seemed to come out of magazines.
“Andy where is everyone?” I ask him surprised
“There have been some changes Camille, the company no longer hires people who believe they are superior to others, some things have changed that I will tell you later- He looks at me and winks” It was all thanks to your management and the projects you left started in human management when you decided to leave, we did not just leave them on the table, we gave it execution, and the performance of the company has risen by one hundred percent, all the people who did not agree with the new reforms resigned, they left. They carried out a good liquidation and gave way to new workers.
My surprise was inevitable, I felt proud to have contributed something positive to the company, at least that's why I couldn't feel so bad with Andy.
We entered her office without the hurtful look of any of her employees, I felt good about that, the receptionist needed to be changed, but she was just doing her job, she didn't do anything wrong.
“To what do I owe this honorary visit Camille?” Andy asks me with an overly serious tone, making me think I'll screw up coming.
I am silent for a minute and I feel how my cheeks change color, I imagine that I must be red, and that the sweat is visible on my forehead, I am so predictable, I have my head down and I try to speak, but I don't know Dan, I turn to look at him and he has his eyes fixed on me, it makes me very nervous.
“Andy... I just came to ask how you were? also to congratulate you on the birth of your daughter, really, I want you to be very happy” just loose, what a shame, after the forgetfulness I had, but I always carry it in my head that it was his fault.
Andy is more surprised than me, but in his eyes, he doesn't hold grudges, besides, he wouldn't have to, he always had something to do with everything bad that happened in their relationship.
“Camille, I'm fine, after the accident I went through a long recovery process, it happened contiguously with Keyra's pregnancy, so it was all a little more difficult, because we had to deal with both things, and I don't speak in matter of feelings, I speak of situations, but as you see. Now that everything is over, there's still a bit left to be fully recovered, and thank you very much for the congratulations, to tell the truth, Zoé is the best thing that has happened to me in my life” Andy smiles when he says his daughter's name, I don't know why something happened to me It moves me inside, I feel a little jealous, but not of the baby, but of her mother, I wish I had been the mother of her daughter and have him besotted like this.
“Well, this was the reason for my visit, so I'm glad everything is fine, for now I'm leaving- I get up from the chair, but he says something that stops me.”
“Why didn't you ever go to the hospital?” He asks me now with a voice with a little disappointment.
“Yes, Andy, my mother told me about the accident a week later, unfortunately the news of the pregnancy, you know, didn't sit well with me, so I decided to go on a spiritual retreat, well, I disconnected from the world, as soon as I knew what was happening to you It had happened I came running to the city, when I was about to enter your room, your wife was kissing you, so I decided to leave and not interfere anymore” I let go without contemplation, why more lies?
“It had to be a misunderstanding Camille, plus I called you many times, why did you never want to talk to me?”
“Misunderstanding, because I saw it very well and I did not want to talk to you, because I was very hurt and heartbroken, even though you had just gone through a horrible accident, you had your wife and you were waiting for your daughter, I stayed with heartbroken by all the lies you told me.”
“But I never lied to you, to tell the truth, Keyra's pregnancy is something that I still haven't assimilated, you never wanted to listen to me, it seems that she abused me by taking drugs, once I got to the mansion and agreed to have dinner with her, because I woke up in my bed naked and she had some suggestive photos, I think they were the same ones you saw, but I don't remember that I voluntarily acceded to her whims.” Andy looks sincere, that makes me feel miserable for a moment
“you told me more lies, that your marriage would only last three months, then six, then two years. How did you want me to be?”
“Camille, I did do that, but it wasn't because I lied to you, Keyra has taken it upon herself to make my life impossible and not give me a divorce, we continue to live together and of course she has been a good support for me in the accident process, but as couple we've never had anything since i met you, because i...”
Andy fell silent immediately, his face paling, and his voice lowered for a moment.
“What do you Andy?” I ask her annoyed, what about you?
“Well, I haven't stopped thinking about you and I still love you!” He looks me in the eye, and only makes a gesture with his mouth of resignation, I am completely speechless, I don't know what to tell him, my pride does not let me continue, I want to tell him that I love him too, that I want to be his lover, that I don't I can live without him, but I can't, I had just remembered that I had a relationship with another man
“Andy, I love you too much” It was the only thing that occurred to me to say to him.
“Don’t you love me anymore Camille? Look into my eyes and tell me that you don't love me anymore, that you don't want me as much as I want you” Andy is getting closer, I feel that my nerves are going to play a trick on me.
“Andy, I don't know, it's just that I...”
“I can smell you, you're nervous, I love your natural smell, I love your skin Camille, I haven't stopped thinking about you for a single moment since the day I met you” Andy runs his hand over my neck, I feel that it's damp from sweat of nerves, and they make me even more nervous.
“Andy I have to go” I try to avoid it, I'm not going to fall like always, a lot of time has passed and things have changed
He puts his nose on my cheek and absorbs my scent, I feel how the tip of it wreaks havoc on me, then he gives me a very hot kiss, he knows I'm nervous and the effects it causes.
“Cami, I want you!”
“Andy, I have to go, I just came to see how you were, besides I can't want you, I have another partner” He abruptly walks away from me, his attitude changed in a relevant way, he approaches his desk and gives it a shake. strong hit
“How so, another couple? You have another person and are you letting yourself be seduced by Camille?”
He yells as if it were compulsive paw heat.
“Let’s see Andy! what do you want? That I stay waiting all my life to see if you love me or if you divorce? forget about that” I get up to leave, but I feel how he stretches his cane to stop me.
“You already came to take the peace out of my head, you're not leaving here Camille” I feel like his eyes are even darker, there were things about Andy that scared me, but the way he tried to control me turned me on, even though I knew that that was something toxic and bad for both of us.
“Oh yeah! And what are you going to do to stop me?” Andy is approaching quickly, I know that due to his state of health he cannot walk fast, but he is approaching as fast as he can, I know that I could have run away, but who was going to resist him.
If in my eyes he was the most handsome man I had ever seen, if for a long time he was the most desired bachelor and he was totally mine.
“This!” Andy approaches, throws his cane to the ground, and touches my face with both hands, presses it hard and starts a kiss from me, I feel like his tongue is invading me as it did in our moments of glory.
I fall on the desk and my hands barely support me, I involuntarily let out a moan of pleasure and he knows I enjoy it because he keeps doing wonders with his kisses, I let myself go for a single moment, and I yearn for him, as I can I lean back on the desk and with my hands I begin to caress him, from one moment to another we began to kiss wildly, and his hands began to burst into my dress Oh, my God! He'll realize I'm wet for him.
He lifts my skirt, exposing my lower part, and gently begins to take my thong to lower it a bit, his hand is under it and with soft movements he begins to invade my crotch.
"Andy, don't wait, oh, this isn't right" I tell him as I move his face away from mine, I needed a little breath.
- You do not want to be with me?” He asks me while his hand continues to invade even more inside
“Yes, I do, but you know what situation we are both in”.
“I'm going to separate you from that man I swear and I'm going to separate, that's clear”.
I keep kissing him euphorically, how I missed his kisses, his caresses, the touch of his skin, the intense way his tongue invaded my mouth, and his agitated breathing over me, his little moans are invading me completely, he keeps putting his hand while kissing me, it's driving me crazy!
He sits me down at his desk and spreads my legs as wide as possible, the skirt of my dress is above my waist, he takes the whole dress and pulls it up, now I'm in my underwear in front of him. My breath hitches and my breasts swell under his bra, begging to get out of there.
And as if he were a fortune teller, he takes off my top, his eyes widen as if he had seen the greatest spectacle, and he falls in love with each one of them.
“Precious mmm you have no idea how much I miss you, your skin is my obsession, mmm your breasts, your mouth, everything about you”
I feel my hips arch towards him for attention. And with my hands I begin to touch his crotch, I feel that my treasure is more than ready for me, and I begin to give him a massage on his pants, adrenaline is felt, love is felt, yes, we have chemistry, and we are burning.
He doesn't stop kissing me all over, I'm naked in front of him and with my crotch wet, wanting his tongue to absorb my juices, wanting him to make me his, he's the same, he starts to take off his clothes, but his phone has been ringing insistently for a long time and as always, he goes looking for it.
"Hello," he answered trying to hide his agitated breathing.
“Damn, answers Andy! It's an emergency, I know you hate me, but did you forget that we have a daughter in common?” It's Keyra's annoying voice on the other end of the line-my livid goes to the floor completely.
“Tell me, what happened to Zoé?”
“Come immediately we must take her to the hospital, she has a fever, I have not been able to control her, it is my first time, come now!” she hangs up and that was enough to know that the new father had to run out to do his homework, I felt like shit.
"Precious, I have to go, forgive me," he tells me as he fills me with tender kisses, on my forehead and cheek, picks up my clothes and hands them to me, I feel like I'm dying, he's never done anything like this, but his concern for his little girl was eating him up. He calls Orlando to get ready, while I just got dressed, how embarrassing for myself!
“Do you want me to take you?” he tells me with a worried face.
“No, I'm going out with you, calm down, make sure your daughter is okay” We both left the office, took the elevator, and went looking for Orlando.
“Camille we have a pending conversation, give me your new number please, I'll call you”
“I nod and give him my new number, something told me that he was not going to call me, so I resigned myself”.
He approaches me, gives me a big hug and a kiss on the cheek, I couldn't do more, before society he was married, and he had to maintain that status, I see how he gets into his car and they get out of there, I felt like the first Once I arrived at the company, my eyes were watering and my heart was full of frustration, I don't even know why I came!
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