The Alpha and His Contract Luna novel Chapter 5

Darren

I watch as Mayra gets dressed. Ready to leave. I feel a tug in my chest and a part of me wants to pull her back to bed. Wants to beg her to stay. To move in with me.

Having her in my bed and my arms the entire night was the best feeling. Waking up tangled in the sheets and seeing her face first thing in the morning just felt right.

There is no denying that I want her. And these past few weeks I’ve been craving more of her and from her. I want her in my life permanently.

She finishes dressing and turns to look at me. I can tell she doesn’t know what to say or what to do.

I turned our relationship to a whole new direction when I asked her to spend the night yesterday. Leaving her unsure.

Getting out of bed, I walk towards her. She’s trying to keep her eyes focused on mine but she’s having a hard time. Eventually they dip down and I feel myself harden with every second her eyes are plastered to my cock.

“Like what you see?” I tease her, making her look up.

She grins wide before answering. “Yeah, a lot actually”

I lift my hand and lace my fingers in her soft hair before bringing my lips to hers. I can’t seem to get enough of her taste. My tongue tangles with her and I want nothing more than to get her back to bed and show her just how much I adore her.

I pull my mouth and look into her eyes. “Are you sure you don’t want me to take you back?”

I still can't get over how fucking beautiful and precious she is.

“I’m sure…besides, I already called and Uber”

Her phone pings and she looks down at it. “The driver is already here” she mumbles before looking up.

“See you soon, and call me if you need anything” I tell her before pecking her lips.

She smiles and turns to leave. I want nothing more than to follow her.

The door closes and I head to my bedroom window. Minutes later I see her emerge out of the house and into the waiting car.

“Something isn’t right with her…I can feel it” I hear Kai, my wolf say as I watch the car speed out of my compound.

This is my house in the city. I bought it a couple of years back. It was my safe place. Where I come to think. A place away from the pack.

“I know” I mutter.

“What are we going to do about it? I care about Mayra, she’s the first woman I’ve liked since we lost Lauren”

At the mention of Ren, guilt eats at me. Sure she has forgiven me and it’s been five years but I still can’t get over how I became a douche bag to her.

It took losing her and Miranda betraying me a second time to realize that I loved her. That I was always in love with her. I held back on her when we were together thinking that I still loved Miranda. Taking for granted her presence and love in my life.

I still feel disgusted by myself when I remember that I went behind her back. That I became a cheater. One of the many things I’m afraid of is Mayra finding out my sins. Finding out that I wasn’t faithful to the woman I took my vows with.