The Alpha's Curse: The Enemy Within novel Chapter 4

Sheila's point of view

My eyes held fear as those words left Killian's lips like they meant absolutely nothing. He was rejecting me. I felt a dying in my chest. Even though burning tears had gathered in my eyes, I tried to convince myself that it was for the best.-

Suddenly, Killian paused, almost as if the words were stuck in his throat. I could see the shock and confusion in his eyes through glassy vision.

"Why did you stop?" My lips moved faster than I would have liked, as I listened to the fast beating of my heart. His hold on me tightened hard. "Finish it, reject me, and let's get this over with," I yelled, tears rolling from my eyes.

"No. This isn't possible." He whispered under his breath to himself, but I could hear him just fine. My eyes were similarly perplexed.

Killian's eyes hardened more, and his hand choked me deeper to the wall. "What the hell are you doing?" He asked, looking intensely into my eyes like they were showing something in them. something that confused him.

Whatever was bothering him was the least of my worries. I could feel the air slowly vanishing from my lungs. My hands squeezed his, ignoring the tingles, and the overpowering desire to lean into his naked chest. My nails dug deep into his skin. "Let go of me!"

He let go of me, tossing me like I weighed nothing on the bed. His eyes were fixated on me, unmoving, almost as if he was contemplating, and conflicted. But then those emotions were replaced by a cold stare sent my way.

"In two days, on the full moon, the Council will be holding the Luna's ceremony for you," he said suddenly. "Don't make any stupid mistakes," he warned, turning his back to me. I bit my lip at the sight of his well-defined muscles. I didn't know why I still found every damned thing about this man attractive, even though he hated me.

I forced my eyes from his rippled chest to his face. My broken sobs became a series of erratic laughs. Killian fixed me with a deathly stare. It made my insides quaver, but at the same time, it steered in a foreign wave of brazenness. I held his stare briefly, the intensity burning me up, causing me to look away.

"A ceremony for me? So, everyone can see that you have a mate, but still keep your lover around?" I shook my head, stubbornly. "I have been embarrassed already in front of the pack. I don't want to be embarrassed before the Council. You can take your lover instead, I don't mind."

"Don't be mistaken, if I had my way, Thea would be the one coronated as my Luna." His words hurt me, but I pushed back the silly tears that were adamant on appearing.

"I'll grant your wish; I won't be attending, so you can have her as your Luna." I made an effort to keep my emotions out of my voice.

Killian stared at me expressionlessly. "You will attend," he growled.

"I would like to see you make me." I don't know why I said that. I don't even know where that bravery came from. The last thing I was trying to do was make him furious. Or maybe that's exactly what I wanted.

I was still angry and hurt that my mate had a lover, and he loathed me. He didn't want me, yet he couldn't reject me. Hell, I was frustrated, and I wanted him to be as frustrated as I was. I glowered back at him from across the chamber, challenging him to force me to that ceremony. At this point, I could care less about anything. I had absolutely nothing to lose.

Killian's eyes narrowed on me. He took fierce steps toward me. Part of me wanted to run, and the other, who was more in control, wanted to stay and fight.

Killian gripped my hair, pulling me off the bed so our bodies could meet halfway. "Don't test my patience, Sheila." We were only inches apart. I inhaled his scent, and a small whimper loosely escaped my lips without warning. Killian's eyes darkened a shade, and his hand pulled me closer to him, I could barely keep a staunch gaze, electrifying sparks ignited on my skin, and my body became too hot.

Killian released his hold. "If you value your life, don't play these games with me." And with that, he stormed out of my chamber.

***

It's been two days now since I last saw Killian during our disagreement in my chamber, and haven't stepped out of my chamber, or rather still, wasn't permitted to. My meals have been brought to me by Brielle and Ria. Surprisingly, Ria and I have formed a close friendship. She is truly a beauty, and I found out that she is only twenty, and still hasn't found her mate, while Brielle is mated to Allen, Killian's Beta.