Hearing this, I couldn't believe it. Was it possible that Harrison was pressured for me and caused the company to suffer losses?
I lowered my head and felt a mess in my heart. When I saw Abbie with him that day, I was very sure that I was not mistaken. Furthermore, we had spoken a few more times. Could we be mistaken?
If others don’t know him, how can I not know Harrison?
After constantly denying all kinds of thoughts, I finally looked at Sienna and said with a smile, "You may misunderstand us. We have been separated for a long time. As for what you said about him doing for me, it is probably not just because of me."
"Be simple. Why do you think so much?" Sienna sat beside me. "Now, isn't it good to have a man who is willing to spend money on you?"
"I don't think it's good. He makes me very troubled."
After that, I felt a little regretful and said seriously, "It's not troublesome. I can't describe that kind of feeling. In short, it’s very complicated."
Sienna sat beside me, squinting and looking me up and down with a suspicious look.
I pretended to be calm and asked, "What's wrong?"
"It's very wrong for you to do this now. It's so serious that I'm suspicious of one thing."
"What's wrong? I don't even know what's wrong with me. I'm telling the truth." I defended myself.
The more I said, the more I was wrong. Knowing this, I simply stopped talking. In the face of such a smart Sienna around me, I was afraid that she would see through my feelings for Harrison.
In fact, I understood that even if Sienna knew that I treated him differently, there would be no harm. After all, she was my only good friend, my best friend. She would definitely support me in everything. But somehow, I was not willing to tell him about Harrison.
Subconsciously, I felt that Harrison should be in the depths of my heart. In the future, when I'm free or old, I can turn it over and think about it. This is good.
I'm a stranger, an unmarried man, a heaven and a earth. No place is suitable for me.
I was only 30 years old, and I could live for at least 40 or 50 years. How could I not get married and stay with him all the time? This was unfair to me. As a woman, my life was not complete enough, and I had no perfect marriage or children.
Sienna took my hand and sighed. "I know what you are worried about, but you should know that there is no right or wrong in love, and there is no such thing as right or wrong. Now he likes you and likes him. Isn't it enough that he loves you and you love him?"
"I'm not a teenage girl. I can't rely on feelings to live," I said seriously, "Am I going to wait for him to tell me something when I'm 40 or 50 years old?"
Looking at Sienna who wanted to say something but stopped on second thought, I finally gave up.
Seeing her like this, I also felt uncomfortable. "Sienna, since I divorced Callen, you have always stood by me to support me and encourage me to continue. I will never forget these things, but I have to grow up in the end and not let the past repeat itself."
"How can it be repeated again? Callen is a scumbag. A person like him deserves to be more than 30 years old without a child. God is punishing him for what he did that year!"
This has always been the case over the past few years. As long as I mention Callen, she will definitely be angry.
In the past, I felt that Sienna was too extreme, but now I just hugged her quietly and said with a smile, "I know that you care about me. I also hope that Harrison and I can be together so that he can take care of me. But have you forgotten that I can take care of myself now?" Sienna wanted to say something, but finally nodded in agreement. "I know that you are getting better and better now, but I don't want anything to happen. You don't have anyone to rely on. It's too difficult for a woman to live in this society."
"No matter how difficult it is, I've already walked over. What's there to worry about?" I got up and looked at her with a smile.
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