My body seemed to have lost all its strength. Like a puppet, I let him hold my hand and control everything.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, I came to my senses. "This is my home."
"I know."
Listening to his light tone, I was really not sure if he would be thrown out in the next moment, but he would not be worried that I would throw him out. If he was really worried, he would not stand here at all.
When I stood still, Harrison had already gone to the living room as soon as possible, and then sat on the sofa leisurely. Looking at his back, my anger rose a few levels, but soon I felt sad.
After such a long time, my relationship with him was still in place, or a little rigid. Such a situation made me particularly annoyed.
I cast aside my messy thoughts and sat on the single sofa. "Just say what you have to say."
"Is it a big deal to miss you?"
I tilted my head to look at him and happened to meet his eyes. Looking into his eyes, I felt as if I was about to fall. I quickly turned my head away from him and said, "Don't you feel embarrassed staying at my woman's house at night?"
"If it was someone else, I wouldn't want to stay for even a minute," he replied.
I chuckled and said, "So it's better to leave me as soon as possible. After all, I am someone else. Be careful that I will hold you back later. You can't leave so easily even if you want to."
Her words were meant to provoke him. "I just want Harrison to be angry and then leave directly. It's best if he doesn't show up in front of me in the future, so that my heart may be more comfortable."
"Even if I have his weight in my heart, it doesn't mean that I can accept him hurting me again and again. What's more, he used the person who once hurt me so badly to hurt me instead. Won't my heart be uncomfortable?”
"Or in Harrison's heart, I should stay by his side obediently, without any room to refute. Am I a stupid woman who won't resist and only obey blindly?"
I've fully experienced this feeling from Callen, so whether it's now or in the future, I won't give anyone a chance to hurt me.
Harrison didn't speak for a long time. I tilted my head to look at him and found that he had been looking at me just now, but he didn't say anything. At that moment, I felt my cheeks burning and I was at a loss.
"I despised myself. He paid attention to me secretly. First of all, he felt embarrassed. It shouldn't be me, right? So why am I shy?"
The more I thought about it, the more depressed I felt. I simply raised my head and said to him, "Do you know that you won't come here for no reason? Can't you be more direct? Besides, we have already been separated. As a man, you should keep your word. Won't it be a disgrace for you to be a man if you keep chasing me?"
"I don't have a rule." Harrison replied faintly, "My rule is that I don't have a rule. Do I need a rule to meet you?"
"Do you think I would believe you?" I smiled helplessly.
It was true that when I first heard it, I was teased. Such a domineering sentence would make me lose my self-control. If I didn't know him too well, I might really believe this sentence.
But in fact, Harrison was not a person without rules. He had a reason for everything he did, because I thought there was a reason why he would appear here today. I also wanted to know about the sudden appearance of the bar, as well as Louie's attitude.
Since he didn't want to take the initiative to say it, I had to take the initiative to ask, "So you went to the bar today because you happened to meet us?"
If Harrison really said that it was a coincidence, I wouldn't believe it even if I was beaten to death!
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