Honey You Are My Lucky Star (Callen and Chelsea) novel Chapter 199

I won't have such a chance. I'll never let such a thing happen.

"It has been a long time since I met Harrison. We've understood each other's feelings after so many things happened. If we can't continue at this time, I will never accept it."

Louie did not speak. After a moment of silence, he said, "Just pretend that I didn't say anything. Just make fun of me."

"How can I joke about this kind of thing?" I looked at him and said discontentedly, "Do you know? If I continue with this passive attitude, I will always feel that there is a sense of separation in my heart. This is not what I want."

"It's my fault. I won't say it again in the future." Louie smiled faintly.

I looked ahead and said softly, "That's good."

I don't know if these three words are to comfort me or him. To be exact, they are to comfort me, but I only hope that this is not self-dying.

It's not easy to be with Harrison now. I won't give up so easily!

On the way back, we didn't say anything, as if we had agreed. Maybe he didn't know what to say to me, but I really didn't know how to say it.

"Although I have a good character and won't easily get angry, everyone has their own scale. Now Harrison is like my scale to me, so I can't tell anyone that we have the possibility of being separated."

"Thank you for sending me back today," I said as I unfastened my seat belt.

Louie looked at me with a smile and said, "How can I thank you for sending a beauty home? This is my honor."

"Are all men so glib-tongued?" I pretended to be surprised.

"I'm not sure about your glib tongue, but I'm definitely not. I've always been telling the truth."

His eyes were serious and firm. I turned my head and didn't look at him. I opened the door and said, "Be careful on the way back. I'll go home first."

Standing on the side of the road, I waved to him and then turned to leave. My face was calm, but my heart had already been in a mess.

"It seems that all the women in the world are like this. They are very aggressive in front of others, but there will still be someone who will be sad behind them. At least I am such a woman."

I didn't only think about Louie’s words, Liu Qian's attitude toward me today, and what I said, none of them seemed to believe that Harrison and I would have a result. They were not optimistic about the two of us being together.

If it was other factors, I would think that they looked down on me and thought that they didn't want us to be together. They wanted us to break up.

But in fact, it was not the same. What I thought was just a part of it. It was mainly because I had been married and divorced. What was different from me was that Harrison's emotional world was blank.

Even if it wasn't blank, they were still old lovers. Compared to me, it was more complicated.

I remember that I thought of a problem before. The world was against women. On the one hand, I sympathized that women did not meet a good man and were divorced. On the other hand, I would criticize her for her next love relationship because she was divorced.

What do you mean? Just like what I'm doing now.

"It doesn't look very good either. I thought you would be very happy recently."