The title "A Ze" seemed to have opened the key to the further relationship between Harrison and me, allowing us to get closer.
In the morning, when I opened my eyes, I saw Harrison lying beside me. I found that his facial features were unusually soft, not as cold as before.
I stroked his face slowly with my fingers and tried my best not to disturb him. I didn't know how long it would take for such a quiet time. I didn't know if there would be a chance in the future. So I wanted to keep everything today in mind.
Perhaps because my movements were a little heavy, Harrison frowned slightly. He moved his body and was about to open his eyes. I was stunned for a moment and quickly took back my hand and put it into the quilt. Then I closed my eyes and pretended that I hadn't woken up. After a while, I felt a gaze on me.
I thought he would look away in a while, but after waiting for a long time, I still felt that my eyes were fixed on me. I had no choice. I couldn't pretend anymore, so I pretended to wake up and slowly opened my eyes.
"How did you...?" I asked.
Harrison raised his eyebrows. "What's wrong with me?"
"Why haven't you left yet? Shouldn't you go to work?" I calmed down and asked.
He looked at me and said calmly, "The beauty is in my arms. Why should I leave early?"
I couldn't answer him, so I pretended not to understand.
In my recent interactions with Harrison, I found that I found that I couldn't understand him more and more, nor could I say that I couldn't. It should be that the current Harrison was too different from the previous Harrison. I always talked about the previous problems with him, but the result was always wrong.
But when did Harrison start to slowly change?
While I was thinking, I suddenly felt a pain in my chin. When I looked up, I saw Harrison holding my chin with one hand. "You woke up early in the morning and lost your mind. What are you thinking about?"
"You," I blurted out.
He probably didn't expect me to say that directly. The surprise on his face was completely revealed. After a while, he loosened his hand and said with a smile, "I didn't expect you to be so eloquent."
"Aren't you the same?" I replied, "There is a big difference between the past and now."
I don't have any worries in my heart, so I don't have to worry about whether my words will make others unhappy. In short, the most important thing for me to be happy is.
"If it was in the past, I would definitely not talk to Harrison like this. There are too many things that I want to rely on him. I'm afraid that if I don't work hard, I will do something that annoys him. Without his help, my life will only become more and more miserable."
But now, I've experienced a lot of things, and I've gradually forgotten something. I understand that people have to rely on themselves in their life, and others are useless.
Holding his head with one hand, Harrison looked at me and asked casually, "Oh? Tell me what are the differences. I also want to know."
I didn't know if his words were sincere or false, so I didn't think much and said it.
"In the past, you always gave people a cold or superior feeling. Probably because of our different status, I always put myself in a position inferior to others when thinking about things. But now I don't have that kind of feeling. I even feel that you are very good."
His hand stroked my long hair. There was no reaction after he finished his big string of words. I looked at his face and felt calm in my heart.
In the end, Harrison stopped what he was doing and looked at me, "The current you has grown up."
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