As soon as I heard that she was going to leave for a period of time, I became a little excited. "Where are you going if you leave here? You are not familiar with the outside world. Sienna, tell me, what do you really want to do?"
After saying that, I still felt that it was not enough. I stood up and walked a few laps in front of her. "Is it worth it to do this for a man? Besides, Jonah is already getting married. I know that you are reluctant and sad. It's your first love and it's understandable that you can't forget me, but my understanding is definitely not like this now. Do you understand?"
"I know, so after thinking for a long time, I decided to leave for a while and walk around."
Sienna's voice was light and weak, which was totally different from that of Sienna, who used to be full of vitality.
Even I was a little resentful. I hated God for being unfair to us sisters. The men I met were more and more unreliable. My previous affairs had passed, so I didn't think too much about it. But how could such a good girl like Sienna meet Jonah who was so unreliable?
I was a little regretful. I regretted that I didn't stop them from being together at that time. I didn't express my strong dissatisfaction.
Squatting in front of Sienna, I suppressed the urge to cry and said in a low voice, "I have the right to accompany you in my heart. If you can't sleep at night, I can accompany you. Or if you want to go out for a walk, you can wait for me to resign and ask for leave. Can I bring it up for you?"
Sienna refused with a smile. "I am not a child. Even when I go out, I still need someone to go with me."
"But I won't be at ease if you go out in your current state. Can't you wait a little longer for me?" I asked again and again.
He was worried about her going out alone, especially when she was just injured. It was the easiest time to get into trouble. He wanted her to wait for him, and then he would go with her.
But Sienna obviously did not agree with my request. She looked out of the window and said, “Look at the vast sky outside, so birds can fly freely. I also want to see how beautiful the sky outside is like them."
"You can go with me. There's no need to be alone." I interrupted her in a hurry.
"Why don't you just let me go empty-handed, okay?"
Looking at Sienna's eyes, I suddenly couldn't say a word of refusal, as if I was frozen.
Why must I keep her? She's an adult and we can't hurt ourselves, so why don't I want her to go out for a walk?
Sienna grabbed my hand and said with a smile, "I know you care about me, but there are some things that everyone has to experience. It's just that I experienced it a little late."
"It's my real idea to go out for a walk. I didn't even attend my graduation trip. I didn't have time to go out at all, so I wanted to take this opportunity to go out and relax," she said to me with a smile.
The smile on her face was from the bottom of her heart.
For a moment, I couldn't think of anything to deny her decision. "Since you've already said it, what else do you want me to say?"
Sienna gently hugged me and said softly, "You don't have to say anything. I know what you want to say. Don't worry. When you come back, you will see me who is alive and kicking."
I didn't say anything. I also hugged her and leaned on her shoulder. "I'll wait for you."
An hour later, Sienna left. I said that I would give her a ride, but I didn't agree. I said that since she had to leave alone, she would definitely cry if someone sent her there.
Sitting in the empty house, I suddenly had a feeling that I was not as optimistic as Sienna.
Although she had been dispirited for a period of time when she encountered such a thing, she soon reorganized herself and knew to go out for a walk. But I couldn't do it. If I could do it, I wouldn't think about it alone because of Harrison.
When Harrison came over, I still couldn't figure it out. He looked at me and said, "Are you unhappy to see me?"
"No, I'm not," I said flatly.
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