As soon as the words left his mouth, Harrison was not the only one who was stunned. Even I couldn't believe it. These words came from the depths of my heart. After all, from the moment I first met him, I had never spoken to him in such a tone.
"Even when I'm emotional and close, I'll hide the real thoughts in my heart."
But I couldn't take back my words, so I had to face him and deliberately ignored the awkward atmosphere at the moment.
"You've finished your words. Do you still have time to feel uneasy?" Harrison asked.
This tone made me feel very uncomfortable. Subconsciously, I felt that he was mocking me. As for what he was mocking, it was not difficult to think about. He just thought that because of Louie's affection for me, he took me seriously in front of him.
In fact, it was not wrong to seriously think about Harrison's idea. If he hadn't taken care of me at that time, how could I be like this now? Without his help at that time, how could I have had the chance to say such words in front of him?
No matter what, I forgot the source of everything.
I lowered my head slightly and smiled helplessly. "I shouldn't have said those words just now. Don't take it to heart."
After a few seconds of silence in the car, Harrison replied slowly, "If I have to take care of everything, I may be exhausted."
After that, the car started again, and we didn't say anything along the way.
At this time, I had no mood to leave Louie. The current situation was getting worse and worse. I had no time to think about others. But thinking of this, I felt a little regretful.
"If I had had the mood to communicate with Harrison when I was talking to him just now, how could things develop to such an extent? How could I talk to him in a meaningful way?"
I was full of regret. I was thinking about how to fix the current situation and how to give me another chance to never speak in the same way as before. Thinking of this, I suddenly broke out in a cold sweat. "When did Harrison become so important in my heart?"
"Here we are."
A deep, cold voice sounded in my ear, pulling me back from my chaotic thoughts.
I looked at Harrison and said weakly, "Then I'll go upstairs first."
"Don't you want to see where it is?" Harrison asked with a chuckle.
The movement of taking off the seat belt stopped. I looked up at the surroundings and found that it was a strange environment. "Where is this place?"
"Go down from here to inside, and then you should be able to find Louie." Harrison said in a seemingly casual way, without even looking at me.
But it was his indifferent attitude that deeply hit my heart. I clenched my hands in front of me and said, "You didn't want me to come here just now. How could you change your
mind?"
After asking that question, I looked straight at him without blinking my eyes.
My hand trembled slightly. In order not to let him find out that I deliberately leaned sideways, I didn't want to be seen by him. This would make me feel weak and passive, although I had always been in this position.
"If you ask me now, I still don't want you to go," he said.
"Then..."
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