The smile at the corner of Maisy's mouth was particularly dazzling. Her smile was a kind of irony and sarcasm for me.
In my marriage, she was the one who was involved and the third person who had ruined other people's family, but her words and words were mocking me for not being able to control the man's body. She mocked me for not finding the reason for what had happened and was still blaming her.
"But how can I not blame him for this kind of thing? Do I still want to change myself after the marriage is ruined and then go after the man who was taken away? It's better to abandon such a man. I don't want to get back together with him."
"No matter what you say, it can't change the nature of you as a third party." It was already my best cultivation for me to be able to restrain myself and not hit her.
A normal person would feel ashamed when they heard this. At least, the mistress would feel inferior in front of the legal wife. She couldn’t do that at all.
There was not only no regret on her face, but there was also pride in her eyes. She seemed to be showing off to me, showing off that she had taken Callen away from me, making me suffer a crushing defeat and leaving the family.
Maisy didn't care about what I said, and even said disgustedly, "Callen, you don't have to mention it again. It's meaningless."
"Why, do you regret being with him now?" I was angry, but I didn't lose my temper.
If I had regretted it or doubted my choice at that time, it would have been the best result for me. What I wanted was her regret. It was better to live a bad life with Callen now. Otherwise, how could I live up to the hardships I had suffered in the past?
But now it seemed that she really didn't have a good life.
Maisy looked at me expressionlessly and the corners of his mouth curled into a smile. He said coldly, "Do you think that if I'm not happy, I deserve it? Do you feel very comfortable in your heart?"
"Is that not right? Do I have to pray for you to live a good and happy life?" I asked.
"You don't have to put on an act in your heart. It doesn't matter whether I'm doing well with him or not."
I was shocked. I couldn't believe her words. I didn't even understand whether she was living a good life or not. Why did she still want to be with Callen at that time? Was there really no true love between them?
Probably because he didn't understand, Maisy smiled and explained, "You should know who I am. How can a woman like me only have Callen from beginning to end?"
Hearing her words, I suddenly remembered what Callen had told me before. He said that his former personal life was very messy. He said that the reason why he chose to marry him was that he wanted to find a way out, an honest person or a back-up.
"Back then, my family was very tight, and the children I lost too much had hurt my health. The chances of having children in this life are very small. I naturally have to find a man to help me clean up the mess," Maisy said casually.
There was no regret or guilt on her face. It seemed that as long as she was good to her, it had nothing to do with her.
I don't care what she is thinking. The price I paid at that time was too great. Every time I mentioned it after a few years, it was the pain in my heart. However, the initiator of this matter was still standing in front of me safe and sound!
The more I thought about it, the more I felt uncomfortable. I couldn't help grabbing her collar and suppressing the sadness in my heart. "You don't feel sorry for me in your heart? If it weren't for you, my child and my family wouldn't have broken up!"
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