I began to doubt my previous judgment and why I was so persistent in the past. Callen has betrayed me before. I also know that men's words are impossible, but why can Harrison be different?
He was also a man, and he had his own thoughts. It was normal for him to like things that he couldn't get.
Aviana might be the moonlight in his heart. His first love was beautiful. Because it was beautiful, everyone cherished it very much. Even if they broke up, they would never forget it.
In the past, I thought so, but now it was different. I only felt that people's first love was a betrayal to the present. They were even on the verge of cheating. The reason why they didn't cheat was just an opportunity.
Aviana believed that she only needed to make a phone call to Harrison, or to put it in the last touching part, to tell him that she had been obsessed with Harrison all these years. She said that she came back because she wanted to reconcile with Harrison. But when she saw that I was with Harrison, she couldn't bear to break us up, so she had been holding it back and felt uncomfortable.
Thinking of this, she could say a long string of words, but I couldn't say a word.
For Harrison's feelings, a large portion of me chose to endure, because I didn't want to be in a weak position and didn't want to repeat my mistakes. But it turned out that no matter what I said or didn't say, I was in a position.
This position is not weak. The two words "weak" are just my evaluation of myself.
How could there be any weakness in the world? Wasn't it her fault?
"Sister Chelsea? Sister Chelsea?"
Someone was calling my name. When I came to my senses, I turned around and saw the new intern in the company looking at me blankly.
I smiled at her and whispered, "What's wrong?"
"Sister Jian'an, are you feeling unwell? I saw you standing here for a long time."
I shook my head. "It's all right. I'm just in a daze."
Hearing my words, the intern was relieved and left.
After she left, I gradually realized that I was lost in thought.
In order not to let himself fall into this emotion again, I could only put myself into work. At least when I was busy, I would not think too much.
However, in the afternoon, when Abbie passed by me, she especially glared at me and smiled at me. The smile made people shiver with fear. When I saw it at that time, I felt a chill down my spine.
As for why she looked at me like that, it was all because of Gao Yang. She must have been unhappy with Gao Yang in the morning, so she vented her anger on me. But she didn't think about whether she still had friends if she continued to be like this.
Most men were the same. At first, they would endure your little temper, or they would endure you for a long time. But it was because you didn't touch the bottom line, so they didn't care and didn't have to be angry.
But once you go too far, he won't care about anything and will turn against you directly.
However, these matters were not something I could worry about. Whether or not Abbie would fall out with Gao Yang had nothing to do with me. In fact, I was even looking forward to the moment when Abbie did not have any friends. When she realized that Gao Yang was getting further and further away from her, I did not know what she would feel.
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