I've heard that women are made for love.
I'm sure Harrison doesn't love me, but he always shows up when I need him. That's why I lost myself for him.
I thought about saying no to his kiss, but I couldn't. My reason is always absent when he's around.
He kisses me deeper and strokes my back. His hand slides down and my heart pounds. I know what's gonna happen, but I don't want to turn him down.
I'd rather lie to myself that I'm having a wonderful dream.
"Knock! Knock! Knock!"
He pauses, and gently pushes me away. I look at him with confusion. 'What's going on?'
He places his hand on the back of my head and puts me into his embrace. I want to get up, but he asks me to be quiet.
"What's up?" he asks.
He's not talking to me. My body froze and I can't move.
'Why is someone knocking on our window at
this hour?' I have a million thoughts running through my head.
"Dude, I know it's late, but car sex? That's a bit much. Plus, I'm single."
A man stands outside the car and teases Harrison.
Even though he's not talking to me, I can't help but blush. I feel as if I got caught doing something bad. The point is, we are at the gate of my community now.
I couldn't hear what Harrison was saying to the man outside, but he left quickly. Harrison pats my back and says softly, "He's gone."
"I should get going." After that, I get up from him.
Now that I'm sober, I'm not in the mood to have sex with him.
But he doesn't allow me to leave. He holds onto my waist tightly and asks word by word, "So you're just gonna leave? Didn't you say you wanted to go to my place?"
I look up at him. Even in the darkness, I can see the anger in his eyes.
But for some reason, I'm amused.
"Women are good at changing their minds, aren't they?"
"Chelsea, we've wasted enough time," he
says.
I chuckle. "I've never felt like I was wasting my time with you. At least we get pleasure out of sex, right?"
He looks at me silently.
Actually, I'm not sure what he meant. I just want to retort him and make him feel worse.
"Get off." His voice is cold.
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