I didn't have the strength to push Chris away, and he had a knack for flattering himself.
But I would let him if he wanted to fantasize. Chances were the deeper his obsession, the deeper he would end up hurting himself in the end.
Perhaps this was his punishment, or perhaps my parents were feeling sorry for all the suffering I had been through with Chris in the past ten years. And that was why he couldn't move on from our past.
"Gordon will bring you a phone shortly. Go back and get some rest," Chris said, finally letting me go. He walked away with his back tall and straight just like before.
In the past, watching Chris from behind always filled me with happiness. Now it just felt distant and even a little unfamiliar.
I went downstairs, and Gordon appeared just as I reached the lobby. "Ms. Crown."
Although I was no longer Chris' assistant, Gordon still addressed me respectfully, but I didn't bother to correct him since it was just a title.
"Mr. Gildon sent me to buy you a phone, the brand you like but it's the latest model," Gordon said as he handed me a bag.
I didn't take it and simply said, "No need. Just let me use your phone for a moment."
Gordon froze. "Ms. Crown…"
His words trailed off because of the look in my eyes. He knew that I wouldn't change anything once I had made up my mind.
"Are you going to let me use your phone? If not, then forget it," I said as I turned to walk away.
"Yes here, take it." Gordon hurriedly pulled out his phone and handed it to me.
I took it and glanced at Gordon, who sensibly walked away. I dialed Brandon's number.
"Sorry, the number you've dialed is unavailable."
I gripped the phone tighter to hear that. Since I couldn't reach Brandon on the phone, was he already on a flight back?
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