My Darling, My Dearest novel Chapter 139

"Hey, what are you thinking about?" Lea poked Rachel gently to get her attention. "Why didn't you reply to him?"

Rachel snapped out of her stupor, turned to Lea and then frowned. "Why? Did he talk to me?" she asked and wondered what Lea meant.

"Yes. He spoke to you a few times, but you never responded to him. He probably felt embarrassed and went to the bathroom."

Rachel raised a hand to her forehead and massaged it slightly as she shook her head. There was silence as she tried to get her bearing back. She hesitated to give Lea a reply. She went there just to have a meal. She never expected that it would turn out like this.

The stranger opposite her stared at her with glittering eyes. Rachel had seen that kind of look many times before but she never knew what they actually meant.

Earlier during dinner, the man tried to start a conversation with Rachel, but whatever topic he brought up, she politely declined them all. And Lea could not understand what was wrong with her friend.

"Why don't you answer me?" Lea asked urgently. "So, do you like him or not?"

Rachel hesitated and thought about Lea's question. "What do you mean by liking him? Isn't he

your friend?" she asked with a puzzled look.

"Yes, he is," Lea replied. "So, what do you think of him? He's single."

"Didn't you say that you like Henry?" Rachel asked her friend in confusion. She didn't get it.

Lea was confused. "What does it have to do with me and Henry?" she asked frowning. "I am asking for your opinion on him. Whether he's okay to you or not."

Rachel never understood what Lea meant until she saw the expression on face. As it turned out, Lea introduced her a blind date.

The realization of the situation brought mixed feelings to Rachel. She was unsure how to react. She sat there and stared blankly at the table. The man soon came back to the table with an uneasy smile. She looked down awkwardly and avoided looking into the man's eyes.

She felt awkward because she did not know how to react to the situation that she found herself in. She answered the questions that the man asked her as briefly as she could. Lea even helped facilitate some of the questions.

The thought of getting into a situation that she had no control of made Rachel wonder if she should be embarrassed or angry.

But Rachel's responses helped prevent making Alex Xiao feel even more uncomfortable. Lea initially told him that Rachel was a cold girl by nature so he expected half of the trouble he was in.

However, as time wore on, Alex Xiao quickly realized that Rachel wasn't really interested in

talking. 'She is indeed a cold beautiful girl,' he thought as he sighed with a sunken heart.

After dinner, Alex Xiao did not waste time to give an excuse to leave. His car drove slowly away as Lea watched. "He's still so handsome," she exclaimed.

'Is he really handsome?' Rachel didn't think that he was that good-looking, but she was convinced that he was akin to a well-educated scholar.

"So, what do you think of him?" Lea asked as she turned to her friend.

"He's a little talkative," Rachel commented dismissively.

'Of course, he was trying to start a conversation with you,' Lea thought to herself when she heard her friend's comment.

When they got to the car, Lea thought to build up Alex Xiao to Rachel. "Alex came back to conduct a play for a local theater. He is the director for a Russian theater. He gave me a few tickets for that play. I think they're visiting the day after tomorrow."

"A play?"

"Yes."

"Go watch it with Henry, then. No need to bring me along," Rachel said with curled lips.

"Why can't I watch it with you? I have two weeks left on my holiday. It might be winter the next time I get back. Why can't we spend more time together these days?"

"You don't even blush anymore when you lie."

"I am not lying," Lea replied flatly.

"Don't you want to go out on a date with Henry?" Rachel asked with a slight concern.

"Spending time with Henry is different with spending time with you," Lea replied. Her shoulders started to droop as she spoke.

"Why? What's the difference?" Rachel asked wondering.

Lea paused and there was a moment of silence between the two friends. "I can still look for another man if I lose him, but I can't find another best friend," she said in a heartfelt tone of voice.

Her words made Rachel want to reply that there was no way that she'd lose her. But a sudden thought stopped her from saying anything further. After a moment of brief reflection, she understood exactly what Lea meant.

Lea must be thinking that she would eventually lose her if she and Jack started a relationship.

She wanted to comfort Lea, but she knew that it would all be in vain after what happened.

Rachel realized that what she did made Lea feel frustrated. It was like she jumped head first into a pit. And it made Lea so afraid for her sake.

Rachel tried to cheer Lea by changing the subject. "Do you really believe I will not be able to find someone to love?"

Lea curled her lips into a pout and replied with so much concern in her voice, "Is there a reason why you seem to be avoiding to look for someone to love? I am worried that you might not want to

find someone to love, Rachel."