The Playboy’s Downfall novel Chapter 18

ISLA

“What if Apollo will come here?” I poked Becca and asked. However, she was too busy chit-chatting with the blonde-haired man beside her.

I heaved a deep sigh and glanced at the crowd. The club is too lively as the loud flirtatious music roared inside.

I poked Becca again and this time, I caught her attention. “What?” she asked as if pissed because I’m interrupting her flirt session with the guy.

I arched my brow and sighed after. “I’m gonna find the restroom,” I uttered and flashed a weak smile.

“Okay,” she replied.

Great! Seems like she’s too entertained and was enjoying the night. I shook my head and get down from the stool and started to find my way to the club restroom.

I was praying that I won’t bump into any person that is related to Apollo. Gosh, what if I will cross with Zero?

Are we going to do it again?

Damn with your flirtatious mind, Isla!

I admit that being with Zero is beyond a perfect dream come true. The way how he touched me, the way how his hardness delved into my core… it feels amazing. However, Zero is not fond of gentle ways. He loves to be hard at times. That’s why I need to get used to it if we’re going to do it again.

I will do anything just to please him. So that he can’t get over to me. I want him to get addicted to my body. I want him to long for more.

Having sleepless nights watching porn was worth it, for me to learn different things and meet his expectations.

After a few minutes of walking, I already saw the restroom sign. I grimaced when I looked at the couple kissing near the restroom.

I frowned as I looked at their tongues, battling for an insane intimacy. I smiled and shook my head before entering the ladies’ room.

I stand in front of the mirror and stared at my reflection. At exactly eighteen years, living in this cruel and unhealthy world, I wouldn’t have thought to be with the man I adore since I was just eight years old. I fantasize about him since the day I saw him, sitting in our living room.

The moment, I saw him smile, I got hooked. At a very young age, I already felt something lingering in me—I was infatuated with Zero.

As time goes by, I slowly find myself falling into his charms. Now, I need to guard my heart so that I will not fall too deeply into a pit of love.

I pushed one door and lead me into a cubicle and sat on it. After a while, I went out and washed my hand in the sink.