The Playboy’s Downfall novel Chapter 57

ISLA

The gentleness in Zero’s touch is bothering me. This is not him. Zero will always prefer the hard way rather than the gentle way. Why? Why does he need to do this? Why does he keep on giving me false hope? And I am the fool who assumes that he’s into me.

Savoring the moment that we had, Zero lets me lay my back on the bed while he was on top, without breaking the kiss. He nibbles my lips and darted his tongue inside my mouth, and started to battle with my tongue.

I love the way how he moved his tongue and how nibbled my lips, it’s pure gentleness. It seems like we’re a couple who were much in love with each other—it seems like we’re a newlywed couple that’s on a honeymoon stage.

The ambiance of the room was so perfect for the sensual desire that we were sharing. Later on, Zero’s hand went down to my shoulder and started to trail his fingers down to my tummy. His kisses went from my cheek down to my jaw until it reaches my neck, he nibbles every inch of it as if it was an art.

I suddenly found his gentleness, a masterpiece of comfort that I needed for a long time. I always dream of a guy who will do this for me, and Zero was only the guy who can do it.

I arched my back and hold into his nape, my fingers run into his hair as I gave him better access. Zero nibbles the skin above my breast. Later on, he pulls down the left strap. He pressed his lips into my skin, leaving soft kisses on it.

Suddenly, his kisses went down to the top of my left breast. I don’t have my bra on since the dress had foam on that part—pulling the strap down, shows my left breast.

I moaned when his lips enveloped my aroused pinkish tips and started to nibble it ever so gently. While his mouth is savoring my left breast, his hand pulled the strap on the right and curled it down to my stomach. His hand then went on top of it, kneading it, gently.

Damn, Zero, you’re killing me, I thought.

He continues to touch and savor every inch of my skin as if it’s the finest that has ever been created. He swirls his tongue into my nipple, then on the center of my breasts until his tongue found my other nipple. He sucked into it, while his other hand went to my other breast and massaged it.

I pressed my lips and bit it after. I close my eyes to treasure this rare moment between us. I don’t know but I suddenly want him to get back to being harsh like he used to be when he was taking me. I don’t want to hold onto these touches. It’s killing me.

“Z-Zero…” I mumbled his name as his tongue went down as he pulls down my dress, and just tossed it on the floor. His lips went back to my skin, swirling his tongue and darting it on my belly button. My breath became heavy as I fight the power of my lust, but he was too good that I exploded so early. I could feel the part down there, getting wet. I let go of him and hold onto the sheet, crumpling it as I control myself.

“I… I’m coming… ugh, Zero,” I said between my moans.

However, Zero didn’t even bother to glance at me and just keep on kissing and sucking my delicate skin.

Suddenly, his hands went on the strap of my black cottony panty. While kissing my lower abdomen, he slowly pulls down the strap and took it off successfully.

He looked up, and locked his gaze into mine, at this moment, I wanted to vanish. His smirk is threatening. Suddenly, I feel tense. I bit my lower lip.

“You’re beautiful,” he asserted.

Oh, Zero, don’t be like that, I might eat you, Rawr! I shook my head, damn thoughts, I cursed. I flash a smile. “And you’re a lost Greek-god-like, jaw-droppingly handsome.”

Zero let out a soft chuckle as he started to take off his clothes. “Am I?” he asked, seems trying to have a fun tease with me.

“Yup. Look at those muscles, those perfectly-shaped abs, and damn that V-line…” I bit my lower lip, “faster, take it off,” I added and let out a soft chuckle.

Zero arched his brow. “Let’s take the no-rush thingy, baby,” he uttered.

I bit my lower lip again. “Hmm… Do we really need to do this gently?” I asked, trying to see what would be his reaction. But all he did was nod his head and push himself down on me, arms on my sides.

“I suddenly want to take you gently. I want to experiment with what it feels like when we do it, slowly… gently as if—”

“Like we’re in love?” I interrupted.

He formed a sly smirk on his lips and nodded. All of a sudden, a thought came to my mind. “Are you sure you’re not in love with me?” I asked, ignoring the embarrassment in my words.