I cleared my throat, catching everyone's attention around the table. The noise of their cutleries and spoons stopped along.
I knew what I was about to say would upset them. But it had to be done. So taking a deep breath, I said, "I'm leaving for NY this Friday."
Silence. The shock on Tobias's face and sadness that formed over my parents' were clear.
"But we thought as your college is finished now, you'd stay with us again from now on." Dad's forehead creased. Mom agreed with him.
"No Dad. I'm not a kid anymore. I can't just crash here just because my college is over. It's time to build my career. So I've to go back," I clarified.
"But what's wrong with California? You could easily get any job here," Mom argued. "If you want your privacy, honey, then it's alright. But if you look for a job here, at least you can stay close to us." Her voice broke.
"Why don't you help Tobias in our own company?" Dad suggested, and my brother bobbed his head eagerly.
"Yes, in that you won't have to work under anyone. You'll have a free will in your own company. You don't need to leave, Em."
"Dad, Tobias, how many times do I have to tell you that I want to do something on my own? I want to prove myself that I can stand on my own feet without anyone's support. I'm extremely grateful to have you guys care for me. But- I can't work in our company. Maybe in the future, but not now."
What I said was true. I wanted to do something on my own ability. But it wasn't the main reason for me to leave right now.
"Alright, if you want to work somewhere else, it's fine with us. But you don't have to go that far from us, honey. You could look out for jobs staying here, near us," said Mom. Guilt washed over me for hurting her like that. But if I stayed here, I wouldn't be able to take care of my heart.
"I'm sorry, Mom. Staying all these years over there, my plans are revolving all around NY. And I'd have reconsidered my plans if I already wasn't called for interviews next week."
I had two interviews from two prestigious textile companies in NY. And I couldn't miss them even if I wanted to.
"And these companies who called me for interviews, they've been my dream places to work at. So, I've to leave this Friday. I'm sorry."
Dad sighed and placed a hand on Mom's, comforting her. "If that's what you want, princess. We won't stop you. We're happy if you're. But if by any chance you change your plans, let us know."
I nodded, relieved that he understood. "Thank you, Dad. But don't worry, I will visit time to time to see you guys."
"But what about Tess's engagement? You can't miss that," Tobias stated.
"It's next month. Nothing to worry, I will figure something out when the time comes," I assured him. But he didn't look pleased at all. Honestly, I didn't want to go away from them again. But I didn't have any choice.
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