Althea - The Dark Goddess (Book 3) novel Prologue. Lost

*Aries Blackwood*

Without her, the world was a dark place to live.

Day. Night.

It all felt the same. One came after the other. Continuously. Without a pause.

Time did not wait for anyone. It just moved on as if it held no one dear or didn’t care enough to slow down or even pause, just for a second.

I had come to realise it the hard way, after existing years after years, in this lonely place that I called home.

Waiting for her. Another chance to be with her.

Hoping to get just one more glimpse of her.

But she never came. A decade became two then three. It just kept going. And I slowly started to lose hope.

When Noah was of age, I gave him the title of the Alpha. He deserved it much more than I did. I became a wreck while he became a true Alpha. A warrior. Brave and strong but caring and understanding. Everything one needed to be an Alpha. Everything that I was not.

Well, not anymore.

I left my home, my pack. I left everything behind. I was a wolf with a pack. An Alpha only in blood. I was changing. Into what, that I don’t know.

I was no one as I roamed the earth in search of what my heart, my soul desired.

I only needed one thing in this life.

Her.

But since I couldn’t be with her, I chose to just exist. My encounter with Harmony had made me realise how much I held onto my memories. Memories of her. With her. They were my only treasure. Now my life.

Without it, I was as good as dead.

But as time moved on, even those memories of her seemed to fade. Along with the hopes to be with her again.

Cities after cities. Continents after continents. I travelled across, till the end of the earth. There was no land that I hadn’t stepped a foot on, but still I couldn’t find her. Not a whiff of her existence.

The goddess couldn’t have lied to me. Not again.

No. She wouldn’t lie to me. She promised that she would return. That she would be with me again.

But when?

How long did I have to wait? I didn’t have long until this madness would eventually eat me up. Every morning that I wake up without her in my arms, it crushes my already broken heart even more.

Every now and then, the Lycans crossed my mind. One specific Lycan. With eyes as green as the darkest forest and hair as black as a Raven. Just what was it about her? What did I want from her? Would I have found out if I stayed with her a little longer?

Well, there was no way of finding out now. I haven’t seen them after I walked out of their door in Greece, decades ago. No matter how much I tried looking for her, I just couldn’t seem to find her as well.

Eighty years.

I have lived decades in hopes that she would soon come to me.

I chuckle darkly as I look out the tall glass window to the world outside, crowded with people, buzzing with bright lights. So full of life.

I take another big sip of the whisky before I throw it across the room. The glass shatters into pieces and scatters in the open living area of the penthouse that I have been living in for the past few months.

The California heat couldn’t melt the loneliness in my heart. Neither could it ignite the diminishing life in me. It was all lies when they said, you will find what you are looking for when you are here.

Rage fills my heart once again on the mere thought. I was becoming a monster in the midst of these humans each day I prolonged without shifting. But there was no need to anymore. My wolf has stopped responding to me since she left.

I can feel him deep inside, but he never demands anything, nor does he desires to be set free. He is as lost without her as I am.

I walk away from the glass wall and move across the room to the bedroom upstairs. The sharp pieces of glass digs deep into my feet as I walk barefoot on the marble floor which was now decorated with the deadly pieces of the whiskey glass.