Nerdy to Badass Werewolf novel Chapter 3

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No! No! No! No!

This cannot be happening. I can't find my mate now. I'm leaving today. I won't see him for a year. And what if he rejects me? I can't be here for that, I just can't.

After my wolf had said the actual word, I mentally started panicking. I kept thinking of so many different scenarios and none of them ended well. My hands began to sweat and I started hyperventilating.

My wolf on the other hand was howling for joy, calling out to her mate over and over again. I knew that she wanted me to go follow the scent, and by the way it kept growing stronger, I knew that he'd be here any minute now. I didn't stick around to find out who I was destined to be with, I shoved my chair back and ran out the back door of the class.

I wasn't ready for this. I didn't want a mate.

My wolf kept howling out to her mate, growling at me for running away, but I didn't care. I wouldn't and couldn't face him. All I could think about is how disapointed he might be after he finds out I'm his mate. I know that I'm probably overreacting but it can't be helped. I've just gotten use to the fact that I'm a disappointment to others.

As these thoughts crossed my mind, I ran to my safe haven. The only place where I could sit and think, calming my heart and thoughts down.

The library.

My main reason for heading there was cause of the second person in this school that brought me joy. Chloe. Chloe was the only other person in this school that actually treated me like an actual human being. If a person really thought about it, we were kind of the same. Though she was so much more beautiful. I knew that she didn't have class at the moment, so she would be in there. Unlike me, Chloe was very shy around people, except for Dylan and me.

Upon entering the library I immediately spotted her. She sat in the far back corner, sitting on the ground, reading her favourite book, 'To Kill a Mockingbird'. I've never personally read it, but she does recommended it.

Chloe is very beautiful, with her long blonde hair and amazing body. Something that was very different between us. She still wore her glasses, but wouldn't need it when she turns sixteen soon. It saddens me when I think that I won't be here for my two best friends' birthdays.

Making my way over to her, I sat down. She closed her book and looked over at me in confusion.

"What happened? You never show up this early." She says seriously but still with a soft smile. I sigh and lean my head against the book shelf, causing her smile to fall and a look of concern to wash over her face.

"I found my mate." I whisper while playing with my fingers. I know how Chloe felt about mates. She's always wanted one, so I'm sure that she'll be angry at me for being so ridiculous.

"Thats amazing Sky! Who is he?" She yells, but immediately goes quiet when the librarian shush's her.

"I don't know. I didn't stick around to find out." I say nervously and flinch when I see her smile fall. Instead of a frown, like I thought she'd pull, she gives me a look of sympathy.

"Why wouldn't you want to know who he is? Is it cause you're moving?" She asks, placing her hand on my shoulder and giving it a gentle squeeze.