Reborn, Reawakened, Rekindled novel Chapter 44

I followed the two guys and hopped into Russel’s ride. Oscar and I took the backseat. I propped him up in case he decided to hit the deck again.

“What’s his address?” Russel asked.

I shook my head, “No idea. We could probably find a hotel nearby where he can rest.”

“Alright.” Russel replied, then he steered towards the nearest hotel. On the way, I felt very uneasy, as if I had been caught doing something wrong. At the hotel, Russel used his ID to book a room for Oscar.

Once Oscar was sorted, I felt very relaxed. I turned to Russel and said, “Dr. Russel, could you do me a favor and drop me back at the bar? My car is still there.”

“Let me drop you home instead. You’ve had a few, you shouldn’t be driving.” Russel glanced at me. There was no expression on his face. He's actually very handsome, but why wasn't he smiling? It wasn’t hard to see why he and Neil were buddies. Both of them loved to put on a sourpuss.

But Russel had a point, I shouldn’t be drink driving. I could get Bailey to pick the car up tomorrow.

I replied gratefully, “Sounds good, thanks!”

Once I was back in Russel’s car, I sat in the passenger seat. His driving was steady. I was nearly falling asleep.

“Why were you drinking with him?” Russel asked out of the blue. I snapped wide awake.

“He had a fight with his girlfriend, so he called me up to hang out.” I rubbed my tired eyes, my voice heavy with exhaustion.

“Do you think that’s appropriate?” Russel asked, a hint of reproach in his tone.

I laughed, “What’s inappropriate about it? My husband is chasing after his girlfriend, and I’m consoling him. Sounds pretty fair to me.”

That obviously hit a nerve with Russel. He pulled over, looked me square in the eye and said, “Irene, what happened to you? You used to love Neil so much, I really admired that about you. Now you’re going to jeopardize yourself just to get back at Neil?”

I was taken aback. Russel was impressed by my feelings for Neil?

Right. He had no experience in love, so he might be impressed to see me so loyal to Neil. “I’ve said it before, you should be convincing Neil to divorce me right away. I don’t want a dime from him. I want nothing to do with him ever again!” I was getting worked up. Russel had no idea what I had been through in my past life, so he always brought out the most anger in me.

I was still angry, so I continued, “If you think it’s inappropriate for me to drink with Oscar, do you think it’s appropriate for you to be alone with me all the time? Do you think it’s appropriate that you’re keeping secrets from Neil for me?”

If we were always so strict about rules, there wouldn’t be a single perfect person in this world.

Sure enough, Russel’s face went ice-cold. His eyes were practically freezing over. I could see his anger clearly.

Under the influence, I became bolder and raised my voice, “So what if you’re pissed? There's a right and wrong in everything, and love has its order too. Neil betrayed me first, so you have no right to blame me!”