The Billionaires Desires novel Chapter 121

Don’t give me that look, Nathan. Stop acting as if you don’t know what I’m talking about, stop making me look so stupid, stop doing that, just stop it already. I saw you, Nate, I saw the look on you first when you saw me with Lawrence. You had this… this murderous look on your face, you hate me and you called me names. Now all of a sudden, you turn around and tell me that you still want me back in your life? That is just so stupid and I don’t give a fuck about what you say to me right now, I know that it’s all about the kids, you simply want to take my kids away from me but I won’t let you succeed, I won’t back down easily, Nate. I’ll fight for my kids, I’ll fucking fight for them!” she yelled in my face before turning to walk away from me. I pulled her back, and this I wasn’t being warm and romantic because I am angry, I’m so fucking pissed. I’ve tried so hard to make her understand me, I’ve pleaded, I’ve cried and I’ve even sought for help from her friends, but she wouldn’t listen to me, she just keeps proving to be stubborn, too damn stubborn.

“What the hell is wrong with you, Hillary, why won’t you just listen to me. I’ve tried to make you understand, Hills, I’ve tried explaining everything to you, I’ve told you what I went through all these years and I’ve been begging and pleading with you for more than one week, why don’t you believe me Hills, why won’t you just listen to me. I know I acted like an asshole when I saw you with that idiot, Lawrence. But you can’t blame me for that, I fucking saw my wife making out with one of my enemies, how the hell was I supposed to act, am I supposed to smile and accept it, we’re you expecting me to pretend like it doesn’t hurt to see you with another man. Well, I’m sorry to disappoint you, my love. It hurts to see my wife with another man and there is no way I would pretend like it doesn’t hurt. Besides, I was made to believe that you absconded with my money, I fucking thought that you ran away with my money, that is why I was so pissed off at you. I had no idea that you were hunted and chased out by Ariel, I had no fucking idea that you were waiting for me, Raymond lied to me to make sure I didn’t come after you, he lied about many things and he did it because he thought he was protecting me, so I forgive him. I’m ready to put the past behind me and move on with my life and that is exactly what I want you to do. I know you are hurt and angry, but I thought you would have gotten over it already, but you keep pushing me away and hurting our kids in the process. Now I’m beginning to think that there is a reason why you are so bent on pushing me away. It’s because of that guy, isn’t it?

You fell in love with him and now you want him to be the father of my kids. Well, let me make this clear to you. I love you, I really do, but it will be a cold day in hell before I let my kids call another man daddy. Trust me, Hillary, your fears would be realized if I find out that you were trying to run away with Lawrence, I would take my kids away from you and I’ll make sure you never set your eyes on them ever again. You will be surprised at what I would do to get my kids, I would do anything, I mean anything necessary to make sure you never set your eyes on them ever again.” I threatened her fiercely, making her shiver in fear.

“Y… Y… You can’t do that.” She stammered out, trying to sound brave but failing pathetically. 

“Yes, I can and I will do it if you just me any further. Now get your pretty ass into the car, I’m taking you back home.” I told her teasingly, hoping she would smile or say something, but she didn’t have any reaction, she looks a bit shaken up and scared, and it made me feel a bit guilty for threatening her that way. I went around and opened the car door for her, letter get in before I shut the door. 

“I’m sorry, my love, I didn’t mean to threaten you that way, I would never do anything to hurt you, please stop pushing me away. I want you Hills, I need you back in my life, I never stopped loving you, not even for a second. When I was trapped on that island, the only thing that kept me alive is the thought of coming back home to you. When Ray told me that you absconded with my money, my heart broke into a million pieces, it hurt, even more, when I saw you making out with Lawrence. But I don't fucking care about anything that might have happened between you two, I just want you to come back to me, I need you, my love, please come back to me,” I pleaded, holding her hands, looking deep into her eyes even though she tried to look away from me. This time, she didn’t try to pull her hands or shrug me off and I knew she was thinking deeply about it. A few drops of tears slid down her cheeks, and I wiped them off with my lips, kissing away her tears before kissing her lips.

“I feel so filthy, Nate. I let another man touch me and now I feel so dirty and guilty for not waiting for you like I promised. I’m so sorry, Nate, I didn’t know mean to, I thought you were dead,” she sobbed, making me smile widely as I kiss her even more. At least she is speaking up and opening up to me, it’s definitely a good start.

“I know, Hills, I know you didn’t mean to and I forgive you, I promise. Ray and Miguel lied to us, but we can make things right between us, we just need to put it all behind us and move forward with our lives.” I muttered. She nodded in response, making me smile excitedly. I’ll definitely make it work between us, and this time, I won’t let her go, I’ll never lose her again.