The Billionaires Desires novel Chapter 2

“They are our kids, my love. I made these rooms in preparation for our unborn children. We have a nursery on the other side, it’s facing our room. But these would be their rooms when they are big enough to sleep alone. We are going to raise our families here my love, it’s all I ever dream of.” I said honestly, watching as she gazed at me in confusion, then she walked up to each door, opening them slowly as she peeked in curious, trying to confirm if I’m joking around.  I saw her eyes widen in shock when she realized that I am not joking at all.

“What’s going on here, why do you keep saying these seductive words, you’re messing with my head, Nate. Why did you bring me here?” She asked hysterically, moving backward until her back came in contact with the brick wall. 

“Stop doing this to me, you’re raising my hopes, giving me such high dreams that I know would never come true. I love you, Nathan, I’ve loved you for a long time, but I’m content with the little time I got to spend with you. I know we can’t have a future together, that’s why I don’t even think about it. Don’t hurt me by making me feel important, you and I know that it’s never going to work and you know it, so please stop, just stop please.” 

I could see the tears trickling down her cheeks and it hurt me to know that she doesn’t see herself as I do. I would be lucky to have her in my life, she is a combination of beauty with brains, beautiful and smart. And the best part of it all is that she has no idea how beautiful she is, she is simply amazing.

“Look at me Hillary,” I told her softly, lifting her head to look into her eyes, 

“I want you to take everything else off your mind and just look into my eyes. I have never loved any woman as I love you. I’ve been with many girls in my life, but none of them can be compared to you, my love.”

“I thought they said you had Alexithymia, they said you couldn’t be with a woman.” She muttered softly, voicing out what everyone knows already.

“How could I be Alexithymic when I spent all night and all morning with you?” I asked back, making her blush a deep red as she tried to hide her face in embarrassment. I raised her head one more time, gazing deep into her eyes.

“I am perfectly fine, my love. I made up that story to keep gold diggers away from me. Even with the news of my illness, I still have to maintain a stern and cold attitude to keep them away from me. 

Everyone loves me, every girl wants to be with me, but I’m not stupid goddamit! I know they are just here for my money, nothing else.