The Billionaires Desires novel Chapter 60

Hillary’s POV

I don’t know how Nathan disappeared from our house, I don’t even know how the house disappeared into thin air also, next I know, I’m lying on a bed hearing Avril's voice as she sobs beside me, crying her heart out.

If this is a dream, it has got to be the worst dream I’ve ever had. It’s not just frustrating, it’s heartbreaking too. It’s a mockery of my feelings, it hurts so bad to be mocked this way. First, it was Nathan, I thought it was real, I thought he is back for me, but he disappeared from my presence, vanishing into thin air. Now it is Avril's turn. I can see her head lying on the bed next to me and I’m hearing her voice as she apologizes for leaving me when I needed her the most. 

I just don’t get but, why would she be apologizing to me for running away from here, she was running to save her life and I understand it perfectly. I would have done the same if I were in her shoes, 

No, I wouldn’t have the same if I were in her shoes, I wouldn’t have left her alone no matter what, but it still doesn’t change the fact that I was never mad at her for leaving. Yes, I was a little upset when she wouldn’t take my calls but that’s all there is to it, I’m not angry with her, I never was and I never will be. She doesn’t have to apologize to me for anything, I hate seeing her this way, it hurts me to see her crying this way, I never want to see her tears. 

“Wake up soon Hills, wake up let us get out of here. I’m not leaving without you, not again. I won’t abandon you again, not while you are pregnant. I’ll take care of you and your baby, you are never alone, my friend.” She muttered softly, making me feel so happy, so loved.

Hold on a minute,

She is asking me to wake up, why the hell is she asking me to wake up, am I sleeping?

I am just realizing that I am back in the dark room. I tried looking around, but I couldn’t see anything, nothing at all. It’s back to that plain darkness once more, it’s back to the way it was before Nathan came in. But I could hear Avril’s voice, I can hear it loud and clear and I’m pretty sure that we are in the same room. I can feel her warmth and smell her perfume, but why can’t I see her, why is she telling me to wake up.  I tried holding her hand a bit firmer, but I couldn’t move my hand, I feel so weak, too weak to make any move. My palm could not even hold hers in a firm grip, I was so exhausted, too exhausted to do anything or move any part of my body. Since I couldn’t move any part of my body, I decided to move my lips and try to tell her that I am not upset with her, not one bit.

“I know Avi, I know you’ll never leave me alone, but what the fuck are you doing here?” I asked her, trying to sound pissed but it came out weak, so weak that I could not even recognize it as my voice.

“Oh my God,

Oh my God,

Guys!!!

Guys!!!

Come over here, Hilly is awake. She is awake. She just spoke to me right now.” She said out loud, calling out to someone. I still couldn’t open my eyes yet, so I have no idea who she is calling out to. I heard some soft footsteps approaching, then I heard a lady's voice as she asks Avril if she is certain that the voice she heard was mine.

“Are you certain that it is her voice you heard, you could be hallucinating you know. Did you hear what she was saying, was she making sense to you?” she asked nonstop. I felt a warm hand on my body, I’m guessing that it is the other lady because her body spray smells different from the body spray. 

“Hillary, can you hear me, if you can, follow the sound of my voice and open your eyes. I need you to give me a sign if you can hear me, you can tell me how you’re feeling, tell me where it hurts, I’m here to help you get better.”