The Omega's Sweetest Revenge novel Chapter 51

CHAPTER 51: The Real Clarine

"ALPHA KARIUS, WAIT!" Lilian shouted and followed Alpha Karius quickly. His pace was fast but she was glad that she was able to keep up with him. She held his arm and to her surprise, he pulled his hand away from her harshly and looked at her with his clenched jaw. It was as if he was so disgusted with her touch. There's suddenly a huge lump in her throat making it hard to breathe. She gasped a bit seeing how serious his face is but she gulped and said, "P-Please, let's talk. I can explain..."

Alpha Karius chuckled without any trace of humor in his tone. He can't believe that Lilian still has the guts to explain to him what he saw. It was crystal clear to him. She kissed another man. And it fucking hurts like hell. So, this is how he is going to taste his own medicine now, huh?

"What else do you need to explain, huh? I saw it with my own two eyes, Lilian. I ain't that stupid to not know that you let another man kiss you like that!" He spat, angrily as he inhaled a deep breath, trying to calm himself. His hand balled into fist. He wanted to punch someone right now and let out all his frustrations and anger! He wanted to divert his attention to other things to forget what he saw because it hurts him to the core!

Oh, damn. He knew that maybe this was all part of her plan to hurt her but it still hurts! He should be ready that this day will come... Maybe Calyx was right. She will be the cause of his downfall someday. And from what he feels right now, it feels like his heart has been stamped on the ground a couple of times.

"I-I'm.. I'm sorry..." Lilian almost whispered as she looked down, suddenly feeling ashamed to even meet Alpha Karius' gaze. His eyes are bloodshot, full of hatred and frustrations right now. "I... I didn't mean to..." She can't completely form her words anymore as her tears suddenly brim at the corner of her eyes. She's also hurting just by seeing the hurt in his eyes.

Oh, goddess. What has she done? Why is her heart also hurting right now?

"You didn't mean to kiss him? Is that it?" He chuckled again. "Well... nevermind. I'm so stupid to fall into your trap... to fall into your own game... your sweet fucking revenge." He shook his head disappointedly. "Did you enjoy hurting me, hmm? Did you enjoy hurting me to the bone, love?" The words that escaped from his mouth were lace with bitterness and pain.

Love. Lilian can't believe that that endearment is hurting her now. He still called her that way even though he's already hurting. She wasn't able to form the right words anymore as she let her tears stream down her face.

"Don't fucking cry on me! This is what you like, right? This is what you desire the most! To see me hurting." He paused a bit as he let out a deep sigh. "Fuck. It hurts like hell! Seeing the woman that I truly love... my mate... kissing someone else is like a damn suicide. Is it satisfying that your revenge works on me, huh? Is it?!"

Lilian almost jumped from where she's standing when he raised his voice at him. "P-Please, let's talk calmly about our issues. You don't have to... s-shout," she still manages to say as she tries to look up at him and meet his angry and dark eyes. She was suddenly intimidated a bit on how he stared at her. 

"Hah! Congratulations, love. Your revenge to hurt me worked! It fucking works!" He looked up a bit and smiled sarcastically, like he can't also believe that it happened to him... like maybe it was just part of his imagination. "I know you planned all of this but... fuck, I still can't believe it. I actually gave you the benefit of the doubt and thought that I could maybe change your mind. I thought you could love me again for the second time but I was wrong... I was so damn wrong to think about it. I realized that I was just imagining things... that you will be for me again like our first time but it turns out I was wrong."

She gasped, suddenly find the courage to talk. "Alpha Karius... yes, I a-admit, it was all part of my revenge. I was h-hurt. And I lost our first... c-child. This place was the very dear reminder of the memories I loathed the most. And you chose to break me... And I blamed you for the death of our little angel. Aside from that... I e-experienced a lot of humiliation from the wolves here..."

Bringing back the past again was a bit of a challenge to her. She's still hurting as she remembers all her hardships again. It was as if it only happened yesterday! 

He smiled bitterly. "I understand, Lilian. I understand your pain so damn well. I guess I deserved to be hurt like this. And I'm sorry for everything that you've been through. I was insensitive to not remember those things that you experienced here in this pack. I apologize for the words I said to you before when I broke up with you. I didn't mean it. I had no other choice back then..." He sighed deeply as his hands suddenly lifted to his hair and pulled it harshly.