Where We Belong novel (Ava and Blaze) Book 1 novel Chapter 32

Chapter 32

Struggling some more I stopped when his eyes met mine "Yours" I moaned feeling his hard lengh against my p*ssy. Skin on skin. "Good girl" He smirked licking his way up my chest to meet my lips. Rubbing his length between my slit I cried out at the friction of having nothing between us. Nothing between us!! Condom.

"Blaze" I panted against his lips "Protection" I moaned as the feeling began to build up again.

Pulling back he looked at me as though I had just spoke in a different language.  Did he not use protection?  "I'm clean sweets. I've never slept with a women without a condom but your different. Do you trust me?" He asked his nose brushing against mine.

"I trust you" I gasped before he attacked my neck coming very close to my ear. "This is going to hurt sweetheart but not for long. I promise" He whispered before I felt the pain between my legs. Crying out I sunk my teeth into his shoulder.

(That's how far the sex scene is going for now anyway. I'm not good at writing them so I may add a better one in later on)

Feeling the coldness of his fingers against  my back I groaned. How long had I been asleep? I have never felt this relaxed in a long time. Rolling over onto my side I slowly opened my eyes so I could look at him.

"What time is it?" I asked my voice groggy from just waking up. Stretching slightly I groaned as my muscles ached along with the pain between my legs.

"Just turned 10 sweets" Sitting up he grabbed his smokes from the bedside table.

Rolling onto my back a yawn escaped my mouth. Coming home early from work was the best decision I made. The atmosphere around us had changed, something didn't feel right and I felt awkward. Did he regret sleeping with me? Maybe I did something wrong. Sitting up I pulled the covers of him so I could wrap them around my body. Once I had it secure I stood from the bed.

"Sweets you okay?" Feeling his hand wrap around my wrist I turned so I could look at him. He had slept with lots of women. What if I wasn't enough for him? What if I was just another lay? "Do you regret it?" I whispered diverting my gaze to the carpet.

"I regret a lot of things in my life Ava but that defiantly wasn't one of them".

Biting my lip I plucked up the courage to look at him. "Do you regret it sweets?" He asked his eyebrows creasing. I don't regret it one bit.

Shaking my head no I felt the small smile pull at my lips "I liked it" I whispered the blush spreading over my cheeks "I liked it alot".

I never knew what I was missing when I heard how good sex was. How mind blowing it could be. Why didn't I do this before? I wanted to do it again.

"Good" He smirked "Now get that hot little ass back over here".

Shaking my head I grinned at him "I'm hungry.. shit my mom's dinner" I panicked completely forgetting about it.

"Chill sweets, we don't eat around here until late. You have time I've already told them you were sleeping".

He's spoke with my mom? Does she know we had sex? Feeling my cheeks grow hot I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth "Does she know?" I asked not really wanting to face all her questions just now. God does my dad know? Feeling the color drain from my face I sat on the end of the bed.

"No one knows darlin' After you fell asleep I went to catch up with your dad. Told them you were wiped out, calm down okay". Taking my hand in his he brought it to his lips and kissed my knuckles "Go get showered I'll be there in a sec".

He's coming to shower with me?

Turning around I was about to walk away when I felt the sting on my ass cheek. "Ass in the shower, now". Shaking my head I gave him the finger before disappearing into the bathroom.

Wrapping the towel tightly around my body the bathroom door opened our eyes meeting. "You showered without me?" He pouted causing me to laugh. "You took to long and I needed a shower".

Wrapping his arms around my waist he lay his head on my shoulder. "This is who you'll get and this is what I'll be like all the time when we're alone. Out there will be different" He said causing my heart to fall and my mood to darken. What does that mean?

"Stop thinking like that Ava. I don't mean with women. You are my woman, there will be no one else. I just mean with the guys. You know how they can be".

"It's fine" I smiled swallowing the lump that had appeared in my throat. "I get it" moving away from him I walked back into the bedroom. What the hell was I going to wear?.

"Black bag by the door" He said coming out of the bathroom and grabbing his smokes. Picking it up I peeked inside to see some of my clothes where there.